(JIKOOK) - The Beast Within Me

Chapter: 9

NOTICE: I apologize to update so late...This girl was going through a lot, please forgive me😢...Anyways I hope you enjoy these chapters, even though this chapter was not my best. Anyways as an apology I decided to do a double update😁...So that being said, please comment and vote🙇, as a writer this gives me motivation to put out even more contents, so please don't be the silent reader😔.

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"At one time we could not imagine light to act as both wave and matter, nor were that matter and energy the same thing. Now we see that time is not a continuum but another energy transformation, and it is part of what brings the sense of distance and space in our reality".

"Professor how is it that time is not a continuum? Since there are no missing points in space or instants in time, and both can be subdivided without any apparent limit in size or duration, time is believed to be continuum. Also, Einstein concluded that space and time, rather than separate and unrelated phenomena, are actually interwoven into a single continuum (called space-time) that spans multiple dimensions. Hence; since space is three dimensional, and time is one dimension...space-time should be four dimensions, which is a four dimensional space-time continuum which our world existed in. In such all events, places, moments in history, actions and so on are described in terms of their location in Space-Time".

"Yes you are correct, but for now, perhaps think of time as a ball of light, a buzz of energy that we call 'the present.' As such, there really is no past or future, only 'right now.' Yet what we do with this gift of 'the now' determines the health of our planet in all the moments to come. So, there is a separation to make here. We have what time really is, a ball of energy, and our human concept of it being a continuum from past to future".

"Professor so is it that 'the time' that we used is just a fiction of our imagination or an illusion? I don't understand...what does this all means?"

"Well, what I propose is that for our purposes as scientists rather than those speaking in the everyday sense, that we use energy-time and imagined-timeline. Giving concepts new words is helpful to the human brain when building new ideas. What was once considered one thing becomes two, and so it goes on; this is learning, this is progress... Our time ends here!"

Few minutes ago

Distracted... I just have a non-discrete conversation in my seat, head at an unnatural angle while they absorb the boring details of my desk, lips twitching upward. Two weeks have passed since I have last seen sight of Jungkook, he didn't randomly show up on my porch nor texted me, he just vanishes like he wasn't even there at my place, that previous night. Though his behavior was so unnatural, almost like a stranger, I couldn't help not worrying myself about him. What was even more strange was that no one, not even the teacher said anything about his absenteeism.

Sigh... my thoughts are all puzzled, I don't even know why I was this concern about him; he is a grown man and can take care of his self. Though my pride says that, it didn't stop my ponderings about him. 'He just got up and ran away just like that, with such a high fever in that harsh rain' anyone would be naturally concerned, even if they didn't wanted to. I hate this.

The instructor ended his lecture and I gathered my belongings...

I've changed; usually I would've been neutral about attending school. Though this behavior might be a bit eerie considering all that taunts and bullying's I've encountered, it wasn't so much that I would fall into a depression, other than Soyeon and her friends, if not for she, on a basic day everyone would just ignored me. Now recently, school was so-so, I've started to find most classes overall boring and studying was beginning to get hard. I was beginning to become attached to Jungkook's company, the more we see each other, the more I found being with him fun, maybe this was the reason why my behavior had shifted this way, now that I haven't heard of him, life have become so dull.