Endless loop of madness - William afton X reader

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A memory of a past loop

I gripped his shoulder, feeling every thrust shutter pleasure up my body forming into lush moans that escape my mouth. The cold air hit my back as my hips rocked in a rhythmic motion matching his. It felt like the first time again, his thrusts struggled at first, but it felt heavenly once we got properly started, my back arching with my breasts bouncing.

The only thing going through my mind was how much I wanted him. How much I craved him. I wanted to spend every day with him, annoying him, pleasing him and just being there for him, regardless of the ups and downs in life: I wanted a life with him. I didn't care what happened as long as we can have a perfect and peaceful life together. I was valuable with thoughts of him and only him.

His lips kissed my body, rubbing my hips, comforting me as I rode him to his liking. How I learned so quickly.

"Oh god! What if someone sees us?" I whined in pleasure, scared of what others thought if they knew I gave in so easily. If it was wrong why is it so enjoyable?

"Look at me and focus on me." He said kissing me, ensuring my mind had gone blank with only thoughts of him and our future. I grasped onto him, feeling every thrust edging me closer to my finish, every bounce got me moaning so much, enjoying every moment of this. Of him. Oh, how I loved him.

"Oh! William!"

End of memory of loop

I woke up, in my bed, feeling like shit, mouth drier than raisin, with body covered in sweat. Clare sleeping in my arms, as the morning light dazed me. I groaned.

"Henry!" I whined, hungry and sickly.

"What is it?" Henry yelled up the stairs.

"Breakfast make now!"

"I don't have time to, but I'll get you something on the way to work. If you are coming along that is."

"What time is it?"

"7:20, I would need to drop off Clare first, before breakfast."

"Alright." I sighed and began nudging Clare awake. I poked and prodded her cheek, pushing her slightly. She groaned, looking so precious as her eyes fluttered open with a reddened face. Her eyes sparkled with the morning glow, with her skin tinged with a heavenly yellow glow.

"What..." She didn't too happy being woken up so early.

"Sorry, but it's morning and my soul is dying even having you in my bed."

"It's so early, too early for you to be already mean. What died in you to make you wake up so mean?"

"Let's see, I'm awake and not asleep."

Clare chuckled, smiling up at me as I slightly loomed over her with my arm under her. I adjusted a strand of hair from her face.

"So, we going to be honest with each other," I murmured tiredly.

"About what? There isn't much, to be honest about."

"Why didn't you go home with William?" I asked, seeing unhappiness in her eyes as her lips parted as if to speak, but she stopped herself. She took a few more moments to carefully choose her words.

"Wanted to give him his space to think about things."

"Life isn't as easy as giving space and dipping into someone else place."

"I'm pregnant and William isn't happy about it, we had an argument about it and I guess it was stupid of me to expect him to be fine with it. I mean, we agreed on no children at this point in our life. But then I got pregnant and I guess I should have not shared the news until the time was better. I know he'll there for me and I love him with all my heart, and I know he loves me. This is just a little bump in the path and I know This baby might fix some of my problems. Me and William don't have a lot this was a genuine mistake but I already love the thing. I love William and want him in my life."