Emerald Addicted

12.Changes

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~ Rene ~

"Don't go"

These words sounded so warm and needy right now, that it would be impossible to leave,or maybe I just didn't want to leave. I just wanted to lay in there, without saying anything or doing anything. I just wanted his presence of his next to me, his breath on my skin and his body holding into mine.

It's crazy how things change or the universe works. How it's possible that the things you hate the most are the things you need the most. How what you thought was just a moment obsession had really became an addiction. I certainly didn't want to be part of this theory but I got pulled by something which was invisible and little by little started to burn every part of my soul.

You want what you can't have. You need what can't ask for. But why not for once be selfish? Why not break the rules and let yourself free... As a last.

I want to forget everything, I want to start a new life, leave everything behind.., every memory of him or everything that happened. Maybe this was for the better.

As soon as I lay on his bed,I feel that body warmth that would make me stay here forever and slowly let myself fall asleep for the next few hours.

....

I feel a hand, stroking some hair behind my ear as I'm sleeping facing the wall. Light kisses are pressed on my forehead down to my cheekbone. I didn't open my eyes cause I didn't want for it to end.

Some moments later, I felt that his breath was heavy again , that must mean he was asleep again. I check the time. 5:56 am. It really was the time to go. I get up slowly, without making any noise leaving the hoodie I stole from him some days ago on the couch at the living room . And with that I look at him once more before leaving.

I reenter my room, finding Ale still asleep. Talking about making stupid stuff and decisions. This is the time for that. I take some hair dye, and decided to dye my hair. They've always been like a gold colour with curls... More of... Since forever.

I haven't really watched tutorials but how hard can it be. I'm thinking of going for a light brown like Belle Hadids one. That's the colour I always wanted to try first. After doing some kind of mess I applied everything needed for and now we're waiting.

" Rene?!" Ale calls surprised. She must have seen my bleached hair in a packet.

" Hey!?" I greed.

" Are you okay?"

" Don't I look okay?" I say, whipping some colour off the bathroom sink.

" Why did you dye you hair?" she walks closer with a towel on her hands. " When did this all happened?"

I fake a laugh at her, grabbing the towel from her hands.

" Just wanted a change.. " I reply.
" Woke up today and said, why not?"

Her eyes let me understand , she didn't believe a thing I just told her. She kept gazing me with a shock look on her face

" Girl, who you lying?" she said. "Girls die hair for two reasons only.. : when they break up with their boyfriend or.. I believe the first one goes for you"