Emerald Addicted

13. I Hate You

A/N

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It's been a challenge for me this week to upload twice, cause I've been super busy with engineering and stuff.

I know you've been waiting for this, so you're getting it earlier than usual. Stay active on comments section, cause I definitely enjoy them, and it motivates me to write more. So if u want more updates, u know what to do.

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~ Rene ~

"How long goddammit!" Chris yelled at me. " Aren't you tired of playing this sick game?" Chris said, smashing the bedroom door closed.

" Leave me alone, Stuard! " I say turning to other side, pretending not to care.

" That shit won't happen, unless you talk to me " and then he grabbed my wrist , making me face him. " Tell me" he urged. " How long are you playing this?"

" You?" I asked back. " Why is this so important to you? Huh.. Chris? Aren't you the one kissing every girl on the corner, anytime you get a chance?"

He holds his gaze at me, looking me up and down, eyes landing on my lips.

" Leave Chris, its over. "

His hands cup my face, gently stroking my cheek.

" What's over peach? "he asks again.

" Stay away from me. Go find someone else to play with. "I say, tears almost dripping from my eyes." Forget about this.. Not that you can't "

He took one step back, and forrowed his brows. A hand placed forcefully on my lower back, pulled me hard while his lips crashed mine.

" Bullshits! " He whispered for a moment breaking the kiss, but he immediately pulled my body crashing it with his , even closer this time, shoving his tongue inside my mouth, in a very angry kiss which was more demanding than ever.

Even though I was enjoying this so much more than him, the feeling of butterflys on my stomach, or my knee shake because of him, this shouldn't happen. I made a promise to myself. I can not break it again, not anymore.

I stop kissing him, but even though he noticed it, he didn't make a move , but instead pined my hands behind my back, sucking on my bottom lip.

Without noticing, are legs are walking in sync, until I feel my back hit something soft. Chris positioned himself on top of me, and didn't break the kiss even for the slightest moment.

His lips found my cheekbone, followed by my jaw, where he left just some delicate pecks, than to my neck where his teeth, started to leave some marks .

For a moment he stopped kissing me,standing up.., facing me..., eyes landing on mine. As if he was waiting for this moment.

His hands gently started to trail my waist skin, gently trying to take off my hoodie, which I changed on he second period. His head is buried on my neck, while his hand is cuddling with my naked skin under my hoodie.

I'm sure he can feel the goosebumps of my skin, under those touches. His hands leave my waist, going lower, resting on my butt, positioning it the way he wants it. Meanwhile he keeps sucking on my skin, making sure to leave a hickey there tomorrow.

I inhaled a deep breath, as I was lost on the thought of what to do.

" St-top!" I murmured but it came out more like a moan. His lips left my neck, slowly kissing the way up to my lips.. Kissing the corner of my lip very gently, giving me the "eye".

" Say that again peach" Chris replied, slowly kissing anywere but my lips. " I dare you!"

My hands make their way to the back of his head, pulling his hair hard.

" I hate you" I said looking through those emerald eyes, which became my personal addiction. " I fucking hate you Stuart!"

He smiled at my response and his lip curved on a smirk, probability because what I said was unnecessary.

" I love the way you hate me!" Chris said, and I felt his finger playing with the hem of my underwear. " Hate me"

He pecked my lips, kissing my bottom lip, capturing it with his teeth once more. His tongue splits my lips apart, allowing himself entrance.

" Hate me so I know you care" he said, slowly pulling my leggings down.
" Hate me so I know you think about me" His hand was running up and down my thigh, also giving my butt a hard squeeze. " Hate me so I'll get to do this to you"

He lowered his in between my legs, kissing my inner thigh, feeling how wet I was because of him again. No. This shouldn't happen. I can't do this. I fucking hate myself for this.

Chris's finger went inside my underwear, ready to pull if off, but I immediately went straight up, closing my legs.

" No" I say with a serious tone. " This can't be happening and won't happen again"

He licked his lips, eyes wide open because of what I said. I am strong enough. Its time for me the take the wheel on my hands. I can't be a marionette on Chris's hands. The ginger head was right.

" Stay away for me " I threatened, pulling some blanket to cover myself with it. " This game went too far Chris, and you know that" I continued. " Me and you.. Was never suppose to be, could never be.,will never be. Not like friends, not lovers, not anything"

His face went to an emotionless one, his jaw clenched on my response and his hand formed a fist.

I put my fake face on, pretending I didn't care, that my heart didn't break at the fact he wasn't mine, couldn't be mine, nor today, nor never. Just like the sun and the moon. They can't shine both at the same time. So similar yet so far fro. Each other. Just like Chris and I.

This wasn't a break up, but deep down it hurt more then a break up. Just like someone said " The hardest part of making love is the break up, so I think we should just stay in love". I tried to swallow the lump on my throat, waiting for Chris's response.

He didn't say anything, just kept gazing me for a while.

" Did I ever tell you how beautiful you are Rene?" Chris said as a little smile curved on his lips. He rarely says my name, but I love how it sounds coming out of his mouth, but I was shocked because of his reaction.

" What?"

He came closer, sitting in front of me, stroking some hair behind my ear.

" I listened to you" he said. "Now you listen to me carefully. I won't repeat!"

My heart started to beat faster and I tried to hide my eyes from his.

" I don't know what's wrong with you peach!?" he said. "You've played the dirtiest games with me all this time.." he came to my ear. "trying to make me jealous by kissing my best friend.. I repeat my best friend.. which made me mad, if you're interested to know." he continues. " And by the way, I love skinny clothes on your body.., find something better next time."

" I-i" he placed his finger on my lip.

" Shshsh" he said. " Who said I was finished?" Chris continued. " You might be a coward, but that doesn't mean I'll do the same. So I multiplied everything you said with zero."

" I'll fucking love you the way I want to, Re?!" He said brushing his lips one more time on mines.

"Are we clear peach ?"

Yeaaa...

Thoughts.....

BTW, I was reading a story here today... But while doing so there were chapters where I would curse the author for the cliffhanger... Which I tend to do much. Besties you don't do the same to me right?

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