All of Me (Sebastian Vettel)

37. Sneaking Around: Austria

"Aly come on! We have to get going.  We're supposed to be picking Antti up in ten minutes.  I thought you had everything packed!"

"I do. I'm just checking to see if I packed the condoms, because if I didn't we'd have to abstain until tomorrow and I don't think I can."

"And I thought I was the one with the high sex drive," he muttered under his breath, watching Alyssa rummage through her suitcase. 

"I heard that.  And it's your fault anyway.  You're the one with the wicked tongue and the cock that works wonders!"

Seb burst out laughing. "Oh Aly, don't ever change."  She grinned at him and held up the box of condoms.

"There's four left. Is that enough? Or should we stop at a shop on the way to the airport?"

"Aly for pity's sake, I'm not a machine.  Four is plenty.  Then tomorrow we won't need them any more."

Alyssa laughed.  "I don't recognise myself any more.  I've gone from being petrified of sex to being a sex crazed..."

"I am most definitely not complaining," he said, interrupting her. "I'm just trying to not think about sex right now.  Otherwise I'll have to take you her on the hallway floor and we'll never get to the airport on time."

Alyssa replaced the condoms in her case and zipped it up.  "Ok, I'm ready."

"At last."  He grabbed hold of her suitcase and dragged it out to the car, putting it in the boot with his.   Alyssa locked the front door behind them. 

"Wanna drive?" he asked. 

"You'd trust me driving this?"

"Well you haven't crashed the Porsche yet."

"I'll pass.  I've never driven on a motorway so I think you'd better drive."

"Ok, fair enough.  I'll have to take you out on the motorway to get used to it when we get time."

They climbed in and put their belts on and set out to collect Antti. 

Alyssa stared out of the window thinking.  This was going to be their first race weekend together as an official couple.  How was she going to be able to keep her hands off of him in public?   It was going to be so difficult to keep things secret.   Besides themselves, only Antti and Otmar knew. 

She was afraid of how Joel would react when he found out.  He would be put in an awkward position, caught in the middle of her and Sienna. 

Sienna.  Alyssa was dreading her finding out.  They weren't on speaking terms as it was since the day of the funeral.  When Sienna found out about her and Seb that might drive a wedge between them that was impossible to recover. 

But Alyssa knew she couldn't ignore whatever this was with Seb.  He was special.   What they had was special.  He'd saved her, helped her to trust again, showed her how good sex could be.   Sienna...she loved her sister to bits but she was a stranger now. She had changed and Alyssa wasn't even sure she liked the woman she had become. 

She knew she could survive losing Sienna.  She didn't know if she could cope with losing Joel if he decided to side with their older sister.  

"You're quiet."

"Yeah," she sighed. "Just thinking about the weekend."

"Yeah. Me too.  It's going to be hard.  I can barely keep my hands off of you," he said.  "And if I have to see Connor and all the other guys flirting with you..."

"Well that corker of a hickey you've left on me might put them off. Just hope Joel doesn't start asking questions."  Seb snorted. 

"Tell him you pulled on your supermarket visit."