After leaving the doctor's office
I didn't want to leave. When I asked her if she was feeling okay, she told me that she alright. I knew Lena was far from okay, Lena kissed me good-bye. We got into our separate cars, l started my vehicle up and Lena puts on her sun glasses. She begins to start up her car and pulls out of the parking lot, l follow right behind her
There's no way l'm not letting Lena push me away. When Dr. Ellis mentioned
Oncologist, the first thing that enter my mind. Cancer l'm not sure Lena caught on, I wonder where she's going. This isn't the way home
Lena pulls up to the beach, parks her vehicle. I send a quick text to Kathleen and let her know where going to be a little late coming home
She responds back and said no problem, Lena exits her car and starts walking. I jumped out my vehicle
to follow her down on the beach
I know she wants to be herself right now, Lena turns around and spots me
Baby please don't ran away from me. Let me be here for you, l can't imagine how your feeling and don't give me that l'm fine bull shit Stef said.
Remember that I was in the office with you, Stef responds. Stefanie l came here to clear my head for a little while. I don't want to talk about it anything that happened an hour ago
I just walk on the boardwalk, Lena tells me. Love l text Kathleen to let her know we'll be back late and she'll stay longer to watch the kids. Stef says
Lena doesn't respond back, she begins walking. I catch up to her and take her by the hand, we don't speak
The only sounds that were heard were the waves crashing against each other. Do you sometimes regret moving back here, Stef asks me
Part of me does and the other part doesn't. Lena States, I love it here because the weather is nice and there's no snow. When I lived in Michigan, it always snowed constantly and they would close the schools down. My dad and I would take me sledding, he was the first person I told my attraction to girls
Dad didn't judge me. He just told me
He loved me regardless of my sexuality and l had nothing to be ashamed about this was the first time
Stef spoke openly her father, l never told either of my parents. I was a lesbian, l barely had time for a social life. My mother kept me involved with different activities such as piano
We did a lot traveling, mom enter me
in music competitions. don't get me wrong, I loved playing classic music
After a while it l realize it took up most of my free time. I didn't get to hang out with my friends, I don't want to raise our children like that
Where they end losing there selves Lena said to me, we won't we'll let them decide what they wanna do
Stef said. Stef finds a spot to sit down at, and pulls Lena between her legs and wraps her arms around Lena
They look out into the ocean, deep in thought,
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The mother she never knew) fighting the battle
RomanceLena Adams Foster a devoted wife, mother of two she's always been in perfect health. until she is face with a life altering disease, that turns her world upside down. she's gonna have to rely on the strength of her family for support, the doctors ar...
