It's been a long couple of days since I had the bone marrow transplant. So far the doctor said it's working, Stef and I discussed having a DNA test done to see if this woman is my Birth mother. Brandy was the one who was the one is gonna do the test, she took blood sample and swap long stick with a cotton ball attach to it luck for us the woman was coming back to the hospital, it takes up to two weeks before we receive the results. How is this even possible Maggie can be my sister, this all seems like a bad dream
I'm wondering who's my father
If this Dana character is my biological mother she has a hell of a lot of explaining to do, l don't want anything from her. I already have parents who were there for me growing up, it's to late for her to come in and play mommy now. I don't nothing to do with that woman
Stef went home to get a shower and check on the kids, l been trying to process everything but l keep coming up short. My mom and dad revealed to me while I was in college Dana came to visit them a long time ago
I can't believe they didn't feel l had a right to know, l'm upset they kept this information from me. Knowing l have trust issues, maybe they wanted to protect me from her in case she wanted me back. Here l was thinking Maggie was a friend, l feel betrayed by the four people who l thought cared about me. Boy was l wrong
This hurts worsen than a tooth ache
At least my wife has always been truthful and honest with me, l don't even know who l am anymore. My whole has been a lie, it's cold a fall day outside. We made plans to take the kids to Disney world in the spring once I get the green light, they have suspended my chemotherapy for now
I still have this damn ng tube in my stomach. Their hopeful l'll get my appetite back soon, they tried me solid foods yesterday and throw it back up. I can keep liquids down but no food, l'm praying l can get released tomorrow. I've been in the ICU the last few days, it's just a safety precaution
I have so many unanswered questions floating around in my mind, the only person could answer is the woman who's claiming to be my mother
This shit hurts like hell. I wish this was all a bad dream that l could wake up from, my wife has supported me through this long journey. She has seen me at my worse, Stef brought me a bunch of head wraps to cover my bald head. I spoken to the kids on FaceTime, they have been telling me all the places they have going to.
I'm glad they get to experience to be carefree and have fun. I can't believe braylon is turning 4 soon, pretty soon he'll be starting kindergarten next fall
I guess l have a angel on my shoulder looking out for me. My children are my life,
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The mother she never knew) fighting the battle
RomanceLena Adams Foster a devoted wife, mother of two she's always been in perfect health. until she is face with a life altering disease, that turns her world upside down. she's gonna have to rely on the strength of her family for support, the doctors ar...
