I just walked in the door from visiting Lena at the hospital. Kim finally came to give Lena her medicine, Lena fell asleep an hour later. I kicked off my shoes and headed into the bathroom and turned on the shower, l stared at myself in the mirror. I haven't slept in days, l've been so worried about Lena
I brought a bag of dirty clothes that needed to be washed. I feel like l'm Lena down, by not being honest with her about how l feel. It's hard watching the person you love more than anything fight a life threatening illness. I watched Lena day in and day out, it seems like she's getting sicky as time goes on. Lena's care team warned us about, she would get extremely ill. She has a fighting chance to survive this cancer
It's stage 2. I'm hoping for the best
She needs a bone marrow transplant
Maggie l'm thinking about paying her visit, she's been ducking us. We already know that she took the tooth brushes, l don't know what her motive was. I'm thinking taking the kids to the beach tomorrow, l haven't been really spending any quality time with them. These last few weeks
Lena's been in the hospital for a week now. Their still trying to figure out how she got sick, it's a mystery to me
We don't let anyone one else around the house. She could have easily got from the hospital, they keep so cold in that place. Lena's already cold nature as it is, l understand that they wanna keep the germs down. But their getting there patients sick, Abigail keeps asking me if her hair is gonna start falling out. I think that's one of the cruelest things to say ask someone
She's lost strands of it, Lena wears her hair up all the time. So it's really hard to tell, l stepped in the shower and the water hits my face. I break down and cry, l been holding all my emotions in for the last few months, l guess it finally caught up to me. I cried so hard, that my head hurts. I haven't slept in our bed since Lena's been gone, it doesn't feel like a room
Without Lena in it. I can still smell her purfume when I walk in, it's even on her pillow.
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The mother she never knew) fighting the battle
RomanceLena Adams Foster a devoted wife, mother of two she's always been in perfect health. until she is face with a life altering disease, that turns her world upside down. she's gonna have to rely on the strength of her family for support, the doctors ar...
