What's Wrong With My Bodyguard

Chapter 30 - Too Late Pt.2

Porsche's POV

I went back to Tem's dorm and sat on the sofa for a while. I am not in the mood to watch football or continue to support Jom. Vegas wasn't in the bestof mood as well so he just dropped me down the garage and left right away.

He didn't bother me anymore and I was thankful for it. I sat in silence on the couch while gently massaging my aching temples. In the dark, I let all my left over emotions flow and didn't even bother to open the lights.

Silence was Kinn's answer. Right, what did I expect? I am just a no-one compared to his past lovers. I do not need to immerse myself in this stupidityanymore. The way I exploded and let out my emotions earlier was liberating and somehow I felt relieved.Those tears that made me look weak would be the last time to flow.

There would be no more after this. I drained everything from my already swollen eyes, as if it could wash awaythe pain in my heart. I felt something inside me unlocked. I don't have to worry about anything anymore.

My questions have been answered and it was as if the last line of my patience had been broken. Humans are weak. They are utterly stupid to let themselves experience painbefore being enlightened. And now I am one of those weak humans. Why do I have to wait until I am completely broken? Why did I let Kinn treat me thisway?That's enough! This is enough!With everything that has happened that led me to this craziness for a while, I learned my lesson.

I'm not going to let my emotions lead me into a hell hole like this again. Enough of the fuck!Wherever you go, whatever happens to you and even if you die of stupidity, I won't even lift a finger! I will just think that in my past life, I have done bad merit and made food for the pigs and dogs instead.

Ring.. Ring..

My sentiments got distracted by the sudden ringing of the phone.I picked it up and frowned as it was an unfamiliar number. I answered thecall in silence. Thinking that this might be a scammer, because no one usually calls me that much.

[Damn Porsche! Where are you?] The sound of the little ding dong bastard's voice immediately made me flinch as he shouted from the other line that I have to put the phone away from my ears. I didn't answer.

[Do you know how drunk my brother is? Just now, Big almost had Kinn as a snack! He was...]He sounded horrified but it just piqued my irritation.

"And what does that have to do with me?!" Khun has been speaking non-stop but he suddenly stopped when I shouted through the phone. This is just so annoying! Kinn's whereabouts do not affect me anymore.Did he just call me to tend to his drunk brother?

[Nong Porsche, I am your Boss!]

"So? I am resigning. Stop calling me now!"

[What are you so angry about? Let's talk about this. Aren't you worried about your husband?]

"You bastard! Do you want to keep your mouth open and be able to eat? Or do you want me to shut them up for good?"The pronoun that he used to mention Kinn made me feel embarrassed and irritated. Husband? What do you mean husband?!

[Damn Porsche! I am in your team or else I would've let Big do Kinn. #teamPorsche remember?]

The bastard on the other line yelled. It made me realize how my body is shaking in anger right now.

"Is that the only reason why you called me? Why don't you go and let him fuck with your dogs?!"

I hung up the phone without listening to the bastard's uproar anymore. I told myself that he is nothing to me now. It hurt until I felt completely numb and there was nothing left to feel. A person like Kinn was beyond expectation. Making me fall for him but too gutless to admit his doing.