1:51 pm - 16/05/22
Spoilers
Oh my, I have no idea where to even begin. Finishing this story, felt like something lifted off of my chest, which I thought wouldn't happen. It's been almost two years. Two! and I have been incredibly lucky with this story and the audience who read it.
So, thank you, thank you, thank you so much. I couldn't have done it without any of you. I don't think I would've ever finished it if no one ever read it, commented, or voted on chapters for this story. You guys are incredible and I've finally found the thing I've loved the most. Writing! Thank you, guys!!
I started writing this story end of September - the beginning of October while I had Covid. School had just started and a while later I had to quarantine for two weeks. I am aware, that being infected with Covid was traumatic and people had horrible experiences. I can say the same, for the most part.
The first time I got it, it was the best two weeks I had in a very long time. It was just me in my room, chilling. I remember that was the peak of DracoTok/Harry Potter Tik Tok and I was soo happy. I just stayed up all night, watching the movies, day and night. Scrolling through Tik Tok, smiling at edits, POVs, what if's. My entire perspective changed, when people shed light on different characters, and story/plot lines.
I remember, that I was late one night on a call with my friends and she was like 'do you want to read a Harry Potter Fan Fiction
I was like yes, okay. That's when I first heard of Wattpad and I realized I'd signed up for it a month before for some reason. We read the Fan Fiction and I was like WOW and so convinced and really wanted to start my own, and I did!
I remember, just sitting in one corner of my room and then the other and writing it, not sure if people would read it. I would wake up, just checking my notifications. I remember becoming so invested that I was thinking ahead, like very ahead and scenes would play in my head I just couldn't wait to get down!! Going over them in my head at night and I was really excited.
This story really was an escape for me, I would procrastinate and write this. I was just in a really bad place with school opening and stuff and this was the only thing I found myself enjoying doing. I would just sit and listen to sad songs and be all sad about everything.
For those of you struggling, I really do feel you and I hope you do get better, I promise it does get easier.
A lot of my emotions at the time influenced the story and the music I would listen to. I don't know if it's noticeable in the story but it's sort of changed? Maybe.
I absolutely loved reading comments from you guys and your thoughts and I can't believe it's over.
So much happened and changed, so many things went and came throughout the course of this story, but it's always been there.
Honestly, I had so many conflicted feelings over this story for a while, whether to finish it or not. Was it wrong to write this? etc. Maybe not, maybe yes. I don't think I'll quite ever know.
But finishing it was always a part of the plan.
There are so many ways the story was going to go, and I have learned so much about writing because of this.
I'll admit the Fenrir - Wolf guy was pretty random to have in the story, but oh well.
I did get Covid again, I try so hard to not get it and I did get it again. This time it was another country with other families and it was horrible and once again, I returned to this story.
- Lewis was going to be Evil (like his dad) and try to kill Y/n or something like that
- Fenrir was going to kill Lewis towards the end at the Battle of Hogwarts and your kids would be named after his memory or whatever

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