Chapter 38: Truth Hurts

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When you arrive home you set your keys on the kitchen counter and go upstairs. You go into the bedroom and shut the door behind you. A few minutes later Sora comes in. You smile at him and he gives you a look, you can't make out what he's trying to tell you. He climbs onto the bed and kisses you. You kiss him back
Sora: Where did you go?
You: Um...Starbucks...
He kisses down your neck.
Sora: Wanna try again?
You look at him confused
You: What...?
He continues to suck on your neck and you moan slightly
Sora: Don't lie to me
You: W-what are you talking about
He kisses your lips passionately
Sora: I
He kisses you again
Sora: Know
And again.
Sora: You're
And again.
Sora: Still
And again.
Sora: Sleeping
And again.
Sora: With Jared
He kisses you more and slides his hand down your pants. He sharply inserts his fingers into you and you wince.
Sora: So I guess i'll have to show you again why i'll always be better than him.
You: I-i
He puts his finger over your lips then drags his thumb across your bottom lip. He begins to make out with you while still fingering you. You moan and he pushes his fingers harder and faster.
You: I-i'm close
Sora: Cum for me
You release onto his fingers and he pulls them out. He sticks his fingers into your mouth so you can taste yourself then he shoves his fingers down your throat. You gag and he smirks. He unbuttons your pants and removes them along with your underwear and then takes off your shirt and your bra too. He gets on top of you while taking off his pants and boxers. He slides himself into you and starts with soft slow thrusts. You moan lightly and move your hips a little. He picks up the pace but it's still not fast enough for you. He then goes even faster and harder and you moan even more. You run your nails down his back thrust your hips. He puts your legs up on his shoulders in order to be able to get deeper into you. You start to moan loudly
You: Mmm fuck
He smirks and thrusts into your harder and harder until you release onto him. He continues to fuck you until he cums in your hole. He pulls out after and his warm cum mixed with yours is dripping down your thighs. He then licks you clean which overstimulates you a little bit. You sharply inhale. He then lays down beside you.
Sora: So...? You still wanna be sleeping with Jared
You shake your head no and turn over onto your side. The both of you are silent for a minute until you decide to break the silence
You: I've been doing drugs
Sora: What...?
You turn to face him.
You: I've been doing drugs...and I know that isn't an excuse for what I did but I just wanted to tell you
Sora: What kind of drugs??? Like weed or coke?
You: No, pills, like oxy and xans
He places his hand on your cheek
Sora: When did your start
You: About a month ago, and the pills i told you belonged to Lucci were actually mine and i'm sorry for lying to you
Sora: It's okay, i'm not worried about that i just wanna know why
Your eyes begin to fill with tears
You: I miss my dad, even though sometimes he was horrible to me he was still my dad and i regret what i did to him but i had to do it because i wanted to be with you
You begin to sob
You: But what if we don't last forever.
He pulls you closer to him and kisses your forehead. He wipes the tears off your face
Sora: I'm sorry Y/N, i didn't know your felt that way but please don't destroy your life over something that happened in the past, we will work through this together and get you the help you need and i'll be here for you every step of the way, you don't have to go through everything alone, you can lean on me
You half smile and nod your head and both of you go silent again. In this moment your heart confirms that Sora is the one you're in love with.

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