The Dreamer's Game

Chapter 21: I bit my tongue now I weave and....

Chapter 21: I bit my tongue so now I weave and Nazis I will pumble to death with my fuking hooves

Feild moved on with his day. Saw an Indian foot doctor who he accidently revealed he was Shiva too. Then he was raped by someone who only identified himself as "eric". So Feild cursed him to be exposed as the rapist he was everywhere he went. And for people to know what he did. When it was over he heard Apollo audibly say "This is the last time I let you use my name. Yours too Field. May you forget me". "Rott in hell" Feild said.

Daren Black also by the way crossed his mind right after the rape, and via Caloways curses his daughter would be raped 3 times as much as Feild "without the beneifts". Before Black properly died anyways, which would be soon if all went according to Jakes ritual curses. The demon Bursobub raped Black's daughter since Daren Black placed the rape curse on Jake or atleast commissioned it. "Let this be a lesson. Those who share aspects share rapes" the demon gleaned as Black's daughter in her crib was touched by the demon. "At least I'm not alone this time" Jake comforted himself.

Jake cried and imagined meeting Sirens underwater. He asked them to kill him. They swam away and took him to Poseidon. Who he cried to, and he said "let the ocean know this one is protected. May you never be killed again wannabe." And he also met a water person Seidri there. He referenced his past life with a koi tale, but nobody seemed to get it. Posidon told him theird be a different punishment if he asked again. In his bedroom Alura a spirit nymph was checking on him. In days past nymphs had gathered in his backyard and he loved watching them. Not because he wished to be one, but because they seemed so cute and happy in a nonderogatory way, and he liked having people of joy around.

"He's doing this because he thinks he has no one. He thinks he's alone. He doesn't care if it's selfish. My son wants to die" Posidon said."He does look an awful lot like p-""I know. That's what concerns me" he overheard them say. He looked around his room, and it was like he was underwater.Jake found a sleeping pill from his previous attempt and wrote up a script.Suicide script: land of angels and murlow[ everything the same but thin with freckles and purple hairAnd dmabAnd writing identical to here even if differentWill be a vegetarian that's how I'll know it workedGods will be debriefed]

Jake then went to bed. Lately in his dreams he had been living other people's lives. He was at his old condos. His brother? Owed some money. He was a musician. Jake and his mother circled around. They were taking everything. Jake tried negotiating with them but ended up running. He could only find one book he'd written with a dusty gray cover. A woman caught him. She had dark skin, blue eyes and wore a hijab. Jake asked for last words. They were at a park, by the swings. While talking He tricked her and threw her gun away.

"Come with me!" And then him and her were on a barbed wire fence climbing. She said she was special because of some necklace she was wearing. "They normally take it off" the dream ended with Jake and the girl on the horizontal fence and Jake opening his book. "1934! Well that off I wrote this!" And he jolted awake.

He spoke to a Muslim girl Ira Anu about his work, his dream and depictions of Allah. Maika Abend was there. Maika abend was always there. She told him, in her light pink hijab that if Allah asks you portray him you portray him. She asked which religion was the right one, and Feild responded that all of them were true and that he and others were in every faith but that they were taught about and practiced a certain way. Wow cop out Jake. Regardless even if people didn't know it was real, he had to portray Allah if he requests it.