spectrum【fem!reader .lookism】

. xvii

She could almost feel her skin crawl at Zeus, the "handsome" instructor started splashing water to the girls in the same boat as him.

What the hell is this? He's so disgusting, ugh...

Ignore him, (Y/N). Remember you said you're going to stay out of his radar as much as possible...

Or so she said. But at that time, she was forced to sit nearest to him because there's no way she's allowing the creep to sit next to Mira.

The brunette, however, still seemed uncomfortable despite her efforts. Did she notice the unpleasant looks that their instructor has been sneaking to her?

Maybe not, since she was looking the opposite way.

(Y/N) found herself unexpectedly tearing up when they were lighting up the candles. She couldn't help it, okay? Not when they were saying things about remembering the people who sacrificed for them—

The second day passed by almost too quickly. She slightly felt remorseful.

There was an unsettling feeling in her gut though. So rather than falling into a fitful sleep that night, her (e/c) eyes remained wide awake, staring blankly at the ceiling.

It seems the other girls does not share the same feeling as her. They were dozing off.

Should she just take a walk again? Who knows, maybe she would run into Jay again.

That guy is very interesting to talk to, after all.

Ah, didn't she say something about helping him talk to Daniel and whoever he was hanging out with?

She slipped on the same jacket she wore last night and silently closed the door as she leaves.

Not even a few steps away, she realized everyone still seems quite active. Did the instructors allow everyone to stay up late since it was the last day?

She overheared voices talking as she turns to a corner.

"...nother room. Drink with me."

"Hey, where's Daniel?"

"He's asleep."

She recognized the last two as Zoe and Zack. As for the other girl, she assumes it was probably Yui, because who else will try to get close to Zack as soon as the opportunity presents itself.

Surprisingly, Daniel is already asleep. Was he doing something with his other body, for him to go to bed so early?

And where was Mira? She was kind of expecting Zack to be trailing after her as he always does...

"Zack, let's drink!"

"I'll see you tomorrow."

"E–eh? Join me!"

The (h/c) haired girl shrugs and continues on her way, trying not to catch their attention. Who knows what Zoe might drag her to if she's caught?

It is easier to be found out as a group rather than when alone.

She faintly hears a phone ring as she leaves them.

The night's breeze was rather cool. It leaves a pleasant feeling on her face the further she walks around.

(Y/N) looks up and inhales. Now this type of calmness, this was the reason why she wanted to go in this retreat in the first place.

Even in the parks in Seoul, the place is always noisy because of the passing cars in the near street. Sometimes, homeless people walk by her and kick her away from where she was trying to relax, because apparently that was their "designated area" or something.