Chapter 26: Cold and Blue
Victoria Abbel's Point of View
Trevor sings from his heart. That's an irrefutable fact. Kaya naman sa tuwing kumakanta ito ay napakaganda talagang pakinggan. I felt so many emotions in his words. That's why you'll just keep on listening for more. Asking for more. And Trevor only looks so free when he sings.
The five of them make a good harmony together. Focus na focus sila sa kanilang ginagawa kaya. Nang ibalik ko ang tingin ko kay Trevor, napansin kong hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin niya pinuputol ang pagtitig niya sa akin. It felt so hot all of the sudden.
But then I realized, Trevor and I are in a push-and-pull relationship. But I'm not going to settle in that kind of relationship. I want it clear as daylight. I want him to be mine.
He will kiss me when he got a chance and then the next day, it is as if I didn't belong on his world. Hindi ko namalayan na napaka cross arms na ako habang nakataas ang kilay na tumitingin sa kanya habang nag papractice pa rin sila.
He's actually the one who is confusing and very inconsistent. Look what he did to me, he'll kiss and make me feel good and then he will walk away.
"You didn't tell me that you'll have your concert in next week," Ayan agad ang sinabi ko nang isa-isa na lang silang umalis sa kanilang pwesto.
"It's a world tour to be exact." Napasimangot ako ng si Lucas ang sumagot nito. Kaya naman tinapunan ko siya ng tingin at nilagay ang kamay ko sa aking bewang.
"And you," pasimula ko sa kanya. Lucas then look at his side bago tinuro niya ang sarili niya nang makita niya na siya lang naman ang tinutukoy ko.
"Me?" He asked, confused.
"Yes, you,"
"I don't know about your issues but don't you ever trouble Trevor. He's cleaning your mess." And now it's his turn to frown.
"What are you talking about? Make some sense, young lady."
"Because Lucas you just—" hindi ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko nang biglang may umakbay sa akin at inilagay ang kanyang kamay sa aking bibig.
"Lucas, don't mind her." It was Trevor. I tap his hand on my mouth, pero mukhang wala siyang balak na tanggalin ang kamay niya.
"Hmpf..." I made a sound. I tried to get away from his touch.
Iginiya ako ni Trevor at pumasok kaming dalawa sa isang kwarto. Habang hinihila ako ni Trevor palayo ay masama pa rin ang tingin ko kay Lucas. I just don't like the idea that Lucas us troubling Trevor.
When we reached our destination, that was the only time he removed his hands from my mouth. I am tempted to bite his hand but never mind. His hands smelled nice, like a wildflower.
"I'm not done talking to him," I told him and scanned the room. He got his own room here in the studio and it's not surprising. The design is very minimalist. A perfect place to rest after some exhausting hours.
"You are not but he is." I saw him how he get his handkerchief and wipe his hand. How elegant. Everything about him is so perfect. I've been in constant physical contact with Trevor and who knows where we'll be heading.
"Kasi naman hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko 'yung nakita ko sa bathroom cabinet mo. At ngayon ay nakita ko na si Lucas, I think I should tell him about it." Sabi ko kay Trevor habang sinusundan ang sunod niyang gagawin. He locked the door from behind and comb his hair using his free hands, revealing his forehead.
"Don't worry about Lucas. I'll deal with him."
"Lucas must be glad that they have a competent leader like you." Hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko kung paano i-lead ni Trevor ang mga kamembers niya. May natutunan na naman ako tungkol sa kanya.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Possessive Psychopath
General Fiction[Possessive Series 4] MATURED CONTENT. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. R18. "You became mine the moment I saw you helplessly sitting on the bench-two in the fucking morning, freezing to death due to the cold weather of Manhattan, New York." - Trevor Dmitri ...
