Chapter 2: Goodbye, Feelings
Victoria Abbel's Point of View
"Don't talk to me, dumb idiot." Iyon agad ang bati ko kay Damien, the oldest. Hindi niya na itinuloy ang sasabihin niya nang makita niya akong wala sa mood.
"Okay, okay, chill. Don't worry I don't have any plans to talk to you." Lucifer-incarnate. I tsked and walked straight in my room. Pagpasok ko pa lang nakita ko na agad ang standee ni Trevor. Dahil sa galit ko ay sinipa ko ito nang malakas. It fell down on the floor. At doon lang bumuhos ang mga luha ko. I'm really hurt. Hindi ko lang pinapakita na nasasaktan ako kanina. When I saw him kissed my friend Georginna, I quietly closed the door and left right away. God, why am I so stupid! Naiiyak kong pahayag at tinabunan ang aking mga mata ng aking favorite na unan. It was my favorite because its color is pastel pink. But anyways, I'm really crying non stop. Daig ko pa ang namatayan. I don't want to see Georginna's ugly face anymore! Kung pwede lang ay pwede ko siyang ipakick out right now. But I'm not that cold hearted to do that. But she kissed my man! Buong akala ko ayaw niya kay Trevor kasi madalas siyang hindi magbigay ng interest kung siya ang kausap. But why was she inside that room?! God! I am fuming mad right now.
No, Trevor is the one who kissed her. My subconscious said.
No! That two-faced ugly bitch kissed my Trevor. I cried harder than before.
But why am I crying in the first place? I'm so mad tonight. I'm mad at Trevor and I'm mad at myself. Why did I like him? And why did I let him break me? Dahil ba maliit ang boobs ko?
The thought of him kissing Georginna was painful for me to handle. I just let myself cry until I'm better. Ganon naman palagi, ilang beses na niya akong sinaktan. But I'm still running towards him. And accepting him wholeheartedly. My life revolves around him.
"Dinner is served, ugly duckling." Narinig ko ang sabi ni Clevon. Ang pangalawang dugyot kong kapatid.
"Go to hell!" I shouted. Kahit naiiyak ako ay hindi ko pa rin pinapahalata sa ibang tao na nasaskatan. Maybe that's my defense mechanism. But I curse a lot, like a sailor.
"Tell mom I don't want to eat," I said and lie down on my bed. I just stared at nothingness. Isang malakas na katok ang sumira sa pageemote ko.
"Hindi ka ba lalabas dyan, Abbel?" Rinig kong sabi ni Cainn, ang pangatlong dugyot kong kapatid.
"Hindi!" Inis kong turan. I just wanted to have a peaceful evening! Kahit nasa bahay ako ay wala man lang mapayapang lugar dito.
"Lalabas ka o sisirain ko ang pinto ng kwarto mo?" He said back at me.
"Sirain mo." Walang ganang kong sabi. Wala ako sa mood makipagusap ngayon sa mga tao pero pinipilit nila akong magsalita. But when I'm talking in the house nonstop, they tell me to shut up. Saan ba ako lulugar?
Narinig ko ang biglang pagkalabog ng pinto ko. Cainn is really trying to torn my door into pieces. That stupid maggot!
"Okay, okay, I'm going out now." Pinunasan ko ang luha na natuyo na sa mukha ko at humarap sa salamin. I smiled at the mirror and walked straight to the door. I opened the door just to see Cainn's ugly face.
"Stupid," I muttered.
Nang makarating kami sa dining table ay tahimik ang lahat. Alright, why are they being silent?
"Tori, come on, let's eat." My mother said. Umupo ako sa favorite spot ko sa dining table. Damien is on my left and Cainn is on my right.
"So..." simula ni mom. Mom is already 50 but she's still beautiful as ever. She's one of the directors of the University I'm staying at.
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