Dion was on his way and no lie I wanted to fuck him to get my mind off Chris but I got more morals then that, besides I owe him this much to let him know what's going but he must already know what going on. I was sitting in my bed crying and I must have had 30 text messages in my phone and all was from Chris I wanted to answer and say I love you and want to hear what he has to say but No! I can't keep going back to him, this is a lesson he got to learn you can't have your cake and eat it too and hopefully when he with someone else he treats them better then he treated me but I can't lay here and think bad about Chris because even though he did something scummy tonight he gave my some of the best days of my life and I will always love him for that. Right now I got to do me and get on my grind but I know deep down in my heart Chris aint going to give up easy just like that. He persistent and he going to prove his point and I love my brother for trying to stick up for me and everything but I didn't want this to happen to break up their friendship because they were friends from they was young. A next text came through and I was reading it hoping it was from Dion but it was Chris again. It read Mjay I love you bey and I know it seems like I am saying this on air but I really do and am sorry you had to see that today but please just meet with me tomorrow so I can show you the time and let you see for yourself. I read that and I really wanted to but I would have to think about it because no matter how bad it was he still fucked the dude and maybe wasn't even going to tell me at all. I sat in my bed and thought to myself then I heard a knock on my door and it open it was Dion.
Dion: What going on bey, I know something wrong because you never called me over before
Me: Bey I just caught my dude fucking one next dude bey
Dion: Bey you serious bey, dam thats fucked up, why Chris do that to you bey?
Me: Huh? Bey where you get that name from bruh?
Dion: Lol mjay nigga don't front I know its Chris bey, I heard yawl in the bathroom at the hospital and that day you fight the dude on the court and then Chris came to save you when the bey headlock you, how yall to was looking at each other when yall drop me home. Bruh I could tell bruh, I do know what love look likes bruh.
Me: Oh so ok since you is mister know it all, do you know the dude I fought was his ex and that who I caught him fucking?
Dion: Naw buh , he aint do that, that's fucked up bey, that's more than fucked up bey that's low. That dude had you in the hospital boy and he still fucked him, he didn't care about you to do that shit. You at least ask nigga why he did that shit?
Me: Bey I just walked out bruh
Dion: I heard that bey, I guess that's why you looking like freedy kruger, red eyes all tear up and shit lmao, you look a mess nigga
Me: Nigga fuck you lmao
Dion: Yea nigga I know you want to, a you know what just clicked in my head, you single bruh that means you up for grabs lmao
Me: Nigga am up for grabs you saying it like I am a piece of meat lmao
Dion: Naw man it aint never like that, I just thinking now my prayers have been answered you going to be mine now
Me: Nigga lol aint no one own me bruh, lol I going to just chill man and do me , nigga I know you aint want be my rebound nigga, lmao cause right now that's what you will be and I only will use you for your body, and you deserve more than that bey, so I going to take things slow besides you got girlfriend bruh and I most def aint fucking with that because now I'll be a trey and I aint going to be no one second papa or fuck buddy it aint me.
Dion: Lmao nigga I aint mind being your rebound lmao but I get what you saying man, and I most defiantly don't want put you through that right now man after today. So we going take it slow but I glad I got you smiling man at least I get to see that smile tonight. But I know what could make you smile even more
Me: what that is nigga (He reached over and kiss me) Lol oh that lmao (He kiss me again) lol a Dion hold up on that bruh my mum probably on her way home now.
Dion: Ok kool nigga lol but it did make you smile more bruh but going to dip out I going to come over tomorrow after school you want go out, me you and Shawn I guess so you won't think I doing it to get close to you, well maybe I am lol.
Me: Yea man we could go out I could use a drink bruh
Dion: Ok cool I'm going to dip out then (He leaned over and kissed me on my cheek and left)
I just laid there after Dion left still thinking about Chris and if am here going out my mind I wonder about him I hope he don't go do something stupid though. Then a call come through to my phone and it was Chris and I answered it.
Me: Bey why don't you just let me be bey
Chris: Naw nigga we was meant to be, even though I fucked up I got to show you something mjay , baby don't give up on what we had mjay, you my soul bey and I won't stop tell I get you back
Me: Chris you probably just saying this shit just running your mouth like you always do bey, and I don't believe you ,you hurt me bey and even if you were to have a well enough reason we aint going to be the same no more bruh. I felt like this for a long time bey I can't keep getting hurt from you, I know we humans we mess up but I too young for this shit bey. Only thing am sorry for was letting terry get involve because I don't want yall to end a good friendship over me even though am his brother I could take care myself. I going to talk to him about that but Chris just move on I leave me alone bey, I need some space
Chris: No!! No bey I won't let you go and you don't mean this shit bey, just come by me let me show you this wibe bey before you make any decisions that you going to regret, I know you love me mjay you know we meant to be come over baby, let me show you how scummy this bey is so we can settle this shit and be together. I am not going to live my life without you (I hanged up because I was done with talking to him I really was done)
Me: I was done with Chris I don't care what it was he fucked the nigga that try to kill the one he claim he loved, fuck that! Forget him. After talking to myself Shawn came in the room to chill and we talked for a bit cause he was trying to make me feel better. I loved him for it and we both dropped sleep, the next morning we woke up I had a massive head ach and I had turned my phone off so I won't be woken up by Chris I turned it on and I had 30 added text to the ones I didn't read. I thought to myself this nigga going to make this shit so hard and he aint giving up. Shawn stayed home with me he said he wanted to make sure I good but I know he want make sure my brother good lol. The day went by, me and Shawn drove to Wendy's for food for me, him and Terry because I was a driver now and I still was getting text from Chris. I was ready to change my number this nigga was bugging. We chilled home until later on that night and round 7 me and Shawn went out with Dion in his aunt ride. We were just driving around town, having laughs and a light bit of wine and eating conch fritters, went over the bridge and stuff. We was driving around until we ended up taking one short cut that Dion said he knew and ended up getting kind of lost. This corner was dark and we turned around to get to go back the way we came. We turned around and in the road were about 15 men I guess gang blocking the road. My mouth drops at the sound of them shouting at us telling us get out the car. I am about to wet my pants!!! We didn't do as we said and we just rolled up the window and was ready to run over these mudda fuckers but then they pulled out guns
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My Big Brother's Best Friend Volume 1: Based On True Stories (BOYxBOY)
Non-FictionMBBBF volume one is based off true events of my life. It is set in the Bahamas and evolves around my big brother's best friend Chris. Chris was my ultimate crush and it takes you through events that took place that time in my life with him . Love, s...
