Obsession 『WayV Ten』

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Ten sent glare to the blue hair boy thinking how he'll take y/n away from him. He lost count of how many times it has repeated by now. Its hard to get used to it, when the person you want to be with the most drifts away from you. Just like any other time, She'll leave him again. All alone in this misery.

Honestly, Ten didnt realise when it all started but he never craved for someone's company this much before. The voice back in his mind always reminded him that he didnt deserve it. And that he didnt deserved to be cared for. But everything changed when someone filled that void in him. Be began to want more and more of that company.

But once again, that special someone was being taken away from him. He didnt want to just stand and watch it happen. But the mere thought that when he becomes selfish, he'll scare her further away, has always stopped him from being that reckless.

Unlike the phased boy beside, y/n felt relieved at the thought of going back soon. Getting ruined by the rain had to be the last thing she wanted at the moment.

"Ten, you coming?" Kun asked, waving to the said boy's direction. But for the next few seconds, he was only replied with silence. Ten felt torn between his thoughts but he eventually shooked his head and forced a smile, "I got some things to do around here...you two go ahead."

Kun seemed confused. He looked at the weather then at the guy, his brows furrowed with concern, hesitating to leave him all alone in this storm, "You sure?...we can drop you off."

"Dont bother, I'll leave soon." Ten bluntly replied all the while refusing to look back at y/n, who was staring at him with thousand of questions playing in her eyes. 'Is this guy for real, its about to pour cats and dogs and the only thing he can think of is his work?!?'

"All right then... see you later." Kun walked off, wondering if he should say something more but he decided against it.

But to Ten's surprise, y/n didnt follow behind.

'Did she find out...? what if she refuses to leave me alone...? I cant let it happen...' the panicking thoughts filled his mind and he continued to glance around, looking everywhere but at her.

There was a sudden warmth cupping his left hand. Oh please, he didnt need to look and find out where the sudden warmth was from. Again, there was this strange longing inside him, reminding him all over why its her, not someone else but her!

As she continued to hold his pale hands, her worried voice engulfed his mind, "Ten, look at me..." and he did, he had to, he couldnt let her figure out the storm he had been experiencing within himself, at least...not for now.

Her sharp gaze searched his face. There were pure concern apparent in her eyes. she knew something was wrong but couldnt get the hold of it. It worried her so. "You sure you're okay here?"

'Im not okay...please dont leave me.' He nodded once more and brushed it off, "Absolutely, I need to leave right about now. so how about you head back first." figuring none of his words were strong enough to make her leave, he cupped her face with his cold hands as his thumb rubbed on her cheek lightly. She leaned closer to his touch, craving more.

'You need to let her go....' the voice inside his head spoke up. He knew if he didnt listen to it, he wont be able to control himself. It has always been like this. Listening to his inner thoughts and believing it to the point he became dependent on it.

Ten withdrawed first and nodded for her assurance. y/n smiled back and walked back to Kun, who was still waiting for her by the stairs. Ten could hear them exchanging few words before heading down, together.

Only then he let out the breathe he's been holding on until now. He bit on his lower lip as a tear rolled down his face. It teared him apart but he had to let her go. Her happiness didnt lie with him, he had to set her free, 'Coward...'