Inevitable

77. A Split 💔

(Harry's Pov)
One Month Later February 5th.
What happened to the Slytherin group?

Draco looks ill and paler then ever.
Sierras never speaks, barely even seems aware anymore.
Mattheos lungs are probably black after all that weed.
Pansy and Enzo only speak to each other.
Theo used to be the class clown but he keeps to himself these days.

(Sierras Pov)
Draco's always by my side but none of his efforts pay off.

Sure he does things for me, and makes me feel loved. But my moods not improving.

The only one who forced me to make progress was Mattheo.

Draco gave in easily.
Mattheo didn't give in.

So I sent him away.

I told Mattheo I didn't want anything to do with him anymore.
He still tried every day but I ignored him.
Eventually he lost the fight he had left in him.
He rooms with Theo now.

Blaise left, he rooms with Luna.

I should feel bad because I really love Mattheo.
But I don't.

I just don't feel.

I'm tiring Draco out I can see it on his face.
I hear him cry when I pretend to sleep.

I should feel bad but like I said.
I don't feel.

No one talks to each other anymore.

I looked at myself in the mirror and noticed the amount of weight I've lost.
I can't bring myself to eat.

Of course I eat snacks but only enough to survive.

If Mattheo were here he would shove the food down my throat.

I still read the book he wrote in.
I almost feel guilty.
Almost.

Draco walked behind me and put his arms around me.

"I can almost see my bones." I said.
"Your still beautiful." He said kissing my cheek.

(Draco's Pov)
Living has become unbearable with the amount of stress I have.
But I couldn't die.

I couldn't leave her alone in this world.

We split off.
Enzo and Pansy.
Sierra and I.
Theo and Mattheo.

Not sure what's going on with Blaise.
He's still with Luna though.

I hated seeing Sierra like this.

She doesn't even cry anymore.
I missed when she cried, at least she felt something.

She doesn't want me to touch her.
She doesn't want me to hold her or comfort her.

I wake up every single day drained.
I felt terrible because as much as I tried I couldn't help her.

I haven't seen her smile since New Year's Day.
I still manage to sometimes get my arms around her and kiss her.

But it means nothing to her.
Sometimes I feel she doesn't love me anymore.

Her dad said not to give up on her but it seems she's given up on herself.

Sierra forced Mattheo to stop seeing her.
That took a huge toll on him.

He shows up to class high everyday.

But he made more progress with her in a week then I have in a month.

(Mattheos Pov)
I'm okay with being a horcrux now.