I was normal until the day when the piles attacks will appear, one day I woke up with a very strong attack, it happened to me three times after the third I went to see my doctor, he gave me a pilepecie medication, but it made me sleep during class so the doctor changed it for me. For five years I was on medication and after that I started to get depressed and thought about suicide.
I saw life black, I no longer had the hope of living ,I thought of a way to die despite knowing that it is forbidden in our Islamic religion
