Who knew that the girl that came from a family that didn't raise her to be judgmental turned into a girl that all of a sudden judges everyone. Maybe she even judges herself. Nobody can tell because she is always hiding it. I was only in the picture for a quick second. But being around this girl made her every move ridiculously predictable. Nobody asks you to be arrogant or selfish. It's in your blood and you know it. But why do people see me as someone that can't acknowledge it. I don't say anything because i am looking for peace. I'm searching for a feeling i cannot get here and that is purity. And maturity. But not too mature, because then it'll feel like I'm not growing.
So after I realized that the beauty she had was only on the surface, i told myself to let her go. And now its back to trying to find things in people that i'm too scared to find in myself. Just don't look at me as someone that hates you. I just cant relate to you. And i don't want to blame myself for that.
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World vs me
Krótkie OpowiadaniaThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
