Feelings

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Let me introduce you to my life. 4 walls built for me to feel uncomfortable. Drowning in boredom because I'm constantly looking on my phone. Instead of walking outside, I decide to just take a nap. Because i don't want to be seen doing something in public. My friend isn't my friend anymore...just another stranger. And now it's my fault because I realized that I deserved better. Im constantly thinking about you but you only see me as a object that you can use whenever you feel like it. And the worst part is, i would still want to make you feel good. They say love is the strongest thing you can feel, but it never ends well. I end up getting hurt by a person i did so much for. And that's why i have to really stop and think that these people aren't here for me. And when i die, i wont expect them to be at my funeral. I wont even expect them to shed a tear. Im scared for my wellbeing because on the inside i can feel myself changing into a person I don't want to be. This isn't a cry for help. This is the truth.

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