I know this may seem dark but I don't want to hold in the fact that I have been curious about death for so long now. It never leaves my mind. Call me crazy or call me scary for even thinking about it. But I wish there was a way we could meet god and come back on earth. To tell the amazing story of what it looks like and what it says. I say ''it" because I don't believe that god is just a he. I believe that god is a giant force. A spirit of a man and a woman. The word "Dead" has always been so scary to me. When my soul leaves me body, what will it see? I fear the things that I don't know because nothing beyond it is known. Nothing beyond it can be explained. My anxiety effects me everyday because I can't sleep with those types of things on my mind. I would be up for hours and hours. Does death feel like a dream I can't wake up from? Would I still be able to communicate with the people I love? Are there spirits all around me? So many questions. But no one can answer them. I just hope dying isn't as scaring as i'm making it out to be. They say it could be a beautiful thing. But how long does that beautiful thing last?
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World vs me
القصة القصيرةThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
