Before i tell anyone what I feel. I do it in my mind. And even if I shouldn't say it, i say it anyways sometimes. I'm tired of the feeling that someone might love me. I'm tired of the feeling that someone might care. Which one is it? How do you really feel about me? I guess i'll never know. And i keep beating myself up about it over and over again. These days, i try my best to hide the hurt. It's like i grew into a cocoon instead of growing out of one. And I'm sorry that everything is still the same in your mind. But here i am trying to make things different. But we both know nothing has changed. That's something I can't ignore. When you're not here i get mad because i feel like you are with someone else. I probably shouldn't even care about you. But i do. Please don't drag me along. I call upon god to give me the strength to know my worth. I need to realize that somethings aren't meant for me to understand. Even if everything hurts, i must get through it.
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World vs me
Short StoryThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
