Scared

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Right now I just need time. I know i have a lot of pride. I dont know what's infront of me and i don't know what's above me. Flirting with my body but not acknowledging my mind. Scared to say you're sorry but you're bold to say Forgive me. I'm lonely but I regret being around people. When I told them that I have anxiety, All they did was laugh. Im different in some ways but I do the same thing everyone else does. I want to go somewhere where it's okay to be unsure about what to do next. The lies they told me are always going to be stuck in my head. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever stop caring. As I look at the sky, I get more scared. My heart races because of what I'm looking at. But I still continue to look. I choose to not be scared of things because I don't like other people to see when i'm scared. But deep down, everything brings me fear. I stick to my past like glue. And nothing ever seems to fade away, even though i'm getting older. Everything feels like nothing.

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