This is all too much. The only thing i feel is time being wasted but I can't get up and do anything. My body is holding me back because I don't feel like doing anything. My voice speaks but it shakes. I am aware of all the red flags but i always seem to stay. I don't know what i see in you, maybe i just like talking to somebody. I'd rather talk to a stranger than talk to my family. I'm ashamed because i feel like they are disappointed. If I believed in myself like i should, then i could do anything. And here i am doing nothing. Time is something nobody has. It seems like time is the only thing that's valuable to me. I keep getting knocked down by this bowling ball. And the only way this game ends is if I decide to stop it.
STAI LEGGENDO
World vs me
Storie breviThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
