I'm struggling trying to find the reason why i like you so much. Because all you do is break me down. The words you said hurt me more than our fights. I get drunk and tell you how i really feel but the next day i say something different. But by then, you already knew i was lying. Im tired of the "I love you's" and the "I miss you's". You just say that to keep me around. But I'm trying to find my worth. I've been stressed and depressed, that's something i will not hide. Trying to see myself being happy is hard because I'm always in my head. Sometimes i keep trying over and over to make things right. But i may be addicted to the feeling of lust. The feeling of wanting someone here with me. I keep telling myself i have to go but i never leave. Im addicted.
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World vs me
Short StoryThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
