When I'm in distress i want nothing other than the best for my soul and my heart. My mind wanders like a butterfly that flys around in the sky. The ups and downs of life has got me thinking why things are the way they are. Why every move i make leaves me feeling embarrassed or ashamed. But i just want god to continue to watch over me because I honestly don't know if i can make it without him. I want to be able to overcome my anxiety to a point where I'm 100 percent comfortable in my own skin. Nothing surprises me anymore. I just want to be happy. The pain i endure comes from not knowing myself enough to prevent it. And i keep putting myself in those uncomfortable positions. But you have to always be uncomfortable to understand that life isn't supposed to be perfect. I made everything difficult due to my overthinking. I just wish i treated myself better. I deserve it. I stick my head out the windows to feel the fresh air on my face. And I'm trying to not be afraid.
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World vs me
Short StoryThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.