I tried to fit in but fitting in isn't worth it anymore. I smile in front of everyone but tears roll down my face when no one is looking. The feeling of isolation feels horrible but when I'm around people, I'm always paranoid. These feelings take over me and they start to control me. I feel myself growing into a flower. A fragile one that doesn't need to be touched anymore. I look at the world and wonder if i will ever find my place in it. My mind is always against me. Will i loose my mind? Or will i loose myself? Will i loose my life? Trying to please someone else. The battle is turning into a war. My heart is racing and i cant calm myself down. This is the reality of me. I can't sugarcoat and say that I'm not struggling. Things may be pretty on the outside but things are genuinely falling apart. I don't know what to do. I just need to talk to god.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
World vs me
Historia CortaThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
