Blaming myself for everything is all i want to do. I don't want to go out and make friends because i know people wont even bother to remember my name. The pain i feel is driving me insane. One minute i feel like i should keep going then the next minute i want to quit. Im getting frustrated with myself because i don't know what decision to make.
Im lost in my own tears, meaning i don't even know what I'm crying for. Im on the right path but is this path right for me? Im dying to reach my goals, but living in this world is too hard for me. Even when i laugh and smile, I'm always in my head. My own mind feels like it's against me. But saying that I'm done is for the weak. Believing in myself is what i want to achieve. But i need to be comfortable to jump and reach for the stars.
The stars may be waiting on me to succeed. But i am waiting on myself to fail. How am i supposed to fly if i don't even know if i have wings. Im screaming in the inside because i just want to be noticed but I'm to afraid to be seen.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
World vs me
Cerita PendekThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
