Age 18

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Im just frustrated because i never get my point across. When I'm running around in circles all day driving myself crazy, I'm only thinking about how im going to get through. If life means figuring out why things happen, Then i don't know how i feel about it. I don't know how i feel about pushing and pulling just to make someone understand me. Just to make someone respect me. It's weird to always be tired. If im not tired, then I'm bored. And if i get bored, i get depressed. As much as i want to scream to the top of my lungs, i decide to just keep quiet. The more harder life gets, the more you realize without your family, there is no one that truly loves you. There is no one that truly knows things about you. And there is no one that truly cares. And soon, you get stuck in the thought of being alone. But then you ask yourself " why do i need to be alone". So then you turn to other people. I could go on and on. But long story short, there is a time and place for everything. But how do i figure it out? I don't want to be that lost girl. And i don't want my mistakes to define me.

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