Everyday i wake up, i ask myself is it something i am forgetting to do? Is it something that i am forgetting to say to people? I can't keep up with myself anymore. I ask myself if i am praying enough because i feel like i am disappointing god. I hate how lazy i am but is "being at work all day" a excuse? I see myself infront of the mirror and see a incomplete book. I want my story to be heard but i feel embarrassed about it. I just wish everyone didn't seem so interested in me. There is nothing for me to feel anymore. I hurt people more than they hurt me now. I was looking for revenge but i ended up becoming revenge. Nobody is perfect and I see that now. On the surface is a big smile but on the inside there is a big frown. Im the one that is backing down. I can't stand the thought of my death one day. Im scared shitless. But if i make peace with myself, i'll be fine, Right?
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World vs me
Krótkie OpowiadaniaThis is brief but this is the most thorough. As i grow into new beginnings and new paths, I always come across problems that seem like they are stuck with me for eternity.
