I never wanted the world.

73.A Warrior Part 1.

He rubbed his head,
Hissing out at the stinging pain that throbbed behind his tired eyes.

What happened?

What was with the ringing behind his ears and the blood on his hand?
Okay no seriously why the actual fuck where there blood on his hands?

His eyes widened as he got up,
Allowing him to get a good look at what he was wearing.

An unfamiliar suit lay resting on his.
The blood in questions source finally being evealed as he caught the bullet hole and dried blood resting on the clothing,
Though it'd been clear that the Doctor at healed him.

Who was the doctor again?

Why couldn't he remmember the doctora name?

He'd worked with him for so long.
And this suit.
Why couldn't he recognise it?
Had this just been an updated version of his old suit?
It looked alot better and cooler than his old suit,but why didn't it look similar?

What was going on?
He wondered hopelessly as the ringing began to die down,allowing access to the sound of the medical rooms doors opening.

His eyes travelled over to them with the same confusion as he met phils eyes.

Why did he seem so guilty?

What was happening?

"Phil?"
He questioned softly.
He internally cringed at how rough his voice sounded.
How had his voice changed so much?
"Phil,what's going on?"
He asked nervously.

The hero before him sighed before saying
"Follow me John,I think its best you change before we talk."

He nodded allowing the other to guid him through the unfamiliar halls.

When had the building been changed?

When had any of this happened?

After changing out of the blood Stained suit he followed Phil out to the training grounds.

As familiar as the area was,it wasn't at all.

He could tell where he was,
As he stated it was the training grounds,but most of these weapons he had no clue what they were.

"Phil what happened?Whys everything changed?"
He asked in confusion,his memories were currently a mushing mess of colours and sounds so that was no grounds to build a story apon.

"You umm."
The man started,quickly cutting himself off with a sigh before turing to the ram with his awnser
"You left a few years ago John."

"What?!"
The rams eyes widened,shock overflowing his features as he spoke up
"Why?I thought I'd never leave?Why on earth would I do that?!"

"You settled down."
Phils warm smile calming him down as he put full trust in his friend.

"But then why was I hurt?And why am I here?"

"That,I will admit,was my fault."
He sighed,lowering his head as he spoke
"I asked if you could join us on a mission without realising how long it'd been since you'd last been in combat."

He nodded,almost expecting more that the other was holding back.

And with a moments hesitance Phil pressed on
"A villain shot you so I brought you back here,Ponk healed you but I think its best you stay here till the target on your back is gone."

"Yeah of course!"
He agreed without a hint of question in his voice.

Why would he?

Phil wouldn't lie to him!

Phil had been a friend of his for years,why would he lie?

"But my family?"
He whispered back in a quick realisation.

How would Puffy and tubbo feel?
And how would whoever he settled down with feel about this?

"They think your dead John,so for their safety and tours,you'll be kept away from eachother without contact."
Phil explained nervously.

Why was he nervous?

Why was he so hesitant and unsure in his words?

"Phil?"
The ram started,catching the others attention as phil hummed in curiosity.
"Are you alright?"

"Yeah I'm just a little shocked up from what'd happened,I thought we'd loose you."
The man admitted.

He felt guilt rise in his chest slightly.

He was fucking stupid.

He'd just assumed the worst.

He should apologise.

Phils done so much foe him and his family and here he was doubting the man he entrusted with his life!
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The crystal man sat stairing down at the two.Eyes glued to them as he spoke
"He seems to be believing it."
Skeppy spoke,unmoving from his position as he continued to watch the duo.

"Good."
Bad sighed don't in relief.
The last thing he needed was a villain rampaging through the headquarters after everything that'd happened.

"Why do we need him on our side again?"
Skeppy asked,cringing slightly as he watch schlatt fail to throw a dagger.
"He doesn't seem to know what he's doing."

"He's still under the influence of the mind erasing,skeppy."
Bad sighed,rubbing his forehead before speaking up again
"It'll take him awhile to come to grips with the reality with give him but when he does,he should round about be back to normal."

"So he's better than this?"
The diamond asked sceptically.

There was no way that that man was any good at anything.

Right?

"Besides,we need to get everything back up and running like it used to."
Bad announced as he forced himself onto his feet.
"We can't have these heros working in the conditions Phil put them through."

"What are we supposed to do?"
The other interrupted,
Eyes finally tracing back to his friend as he stared at him in confusion.

"We are going to have a talk with the enemy."