Villarmazan Series #3: Chasing Sharvari

19 (R-18)

‼️‼️RATED SPG Warning‼️‼️

Not suitable for young readers or sensitive minds. Contains graphic sex scenes, adult language, and situations intended for mature readers 🔞‼️

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Chapter 19

Trails & offers

I wanted so bad to unwind...to clear my head. I want to rush far away, so fast that the air would slap my cheek pull my hair without a grasp.

I want to be as far away from Incus as possible. Para makapagisip-isip ako. Kung tama ba ang naging desisyon kong umamin. Kung pag-aamin ba talaga ang tawag roon dahil hindi ko naman direktang sinabi na gusto ko siya. I didn't say the word 'i like you'. So i guess i'm safe.

But when i said that i deeply suck at words, and rather choose to express my feelings...i was being serious about it. But hell malaki ang pagkakamali na nagawa ko!

I did an impulsive thing. Pagkatapos ng pag-uusap namin ni Incus sa hallway, ilang araw pa ay pinakilala ko lang naman siya kay Calli!

Yes! I let him step on our fucking 'welcome' doormat. But it was no surprise that the other hostess wasn't so welcomed. Inaasahan ko na ang pagkakabigla ni Calli.

"Akala ko ba bawal ang magpapasok ng lalaki rito!" Napalitan ang gulat sa mukha niya ng galit pagkatapos niya akong hilahin.

She has the right to be angry. Tama nga naman siya. We made it a rule na hindi kami magpapapasok ng lalaki rito sa apartment. We value this place so much. Though everything in our life wasn't constant. This. It's 'home'. And us valuing signified our respect for one another. Kaya kahit ang mga lalaki ko noon ay hindi ko dinadala rito. Gano'n din siya. Not that he had men before.

"But we didn't mention na bawal magpapasok ng boyfriend, diba?" Kahit ako ay nagulat sa sinabi ko. Hindi ko alam kung saan galing iyon!

Her jaw slacked at halos lumuwa na yung mata niya sa gulat.

"WHAT!?"

"I know. Masyadong mabilis..."

"My God shanala! Paanong-I thought you hated that guy! Paanong naging kayo!?"

"Well...you know me...tsaka...hindi naman ito seryoso." I said nonchalantly kasi alam kong hindi ko na iyon mababawi. She wouldn't take me seriously again if i'd say that i was only kidding.

Mas lalo lamang niya akong hindi makapaniwalang pinagmasdan. "Are you serious?"

"I told you, I'm not!"

"He's a professor!"

"And so is Auricle! Bakit ba?"

"Inaway mo si Rebecca dahil doon! Tapos ikaw din pala?"

"I figured...that there's nothing wrong with it. I know my worth, Calli. Tama lang na patulan ko siya. Gwapo siya, maganda ako. Diba, perfect match?" I managed to put a proud grin. Pero bahagya kong inikling ang ulo para makita kung nasa paligid lang ba si Incus.

Baka marinig niya iyon...

"Tsaka...siya naman yung habol ng habol eh. Bilang maawain na indibidwal...pinagbigyan ko na..." i shrugged.

"You are unbelievable. And a hypocrite!"

"Well...hypocrisy is in everyone, Calli. Yung iba...marunong lang magtago. To play safe. Kahit ikaw."

Tumigil rin siya sa wakas. Pero ilang segundo pa ay nagsalubong ang kilay niya. We argued more. But i'd wager everything that she as hell knows what i'm referring about. She and Malleus. Kung sila, they don't notice the glances they spare for one another, ako, hindi ako bulag tulad nila!