Villarmazan Series #3: Chasing Sharvari

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Chapter 23

Maimed hearts

Incus maybe sensed that nimbus was forming my being. Like a dark gray fog was slowly descending. So, the whole ride home was clouded with silence, in fear that he would trigger my storming anger.

Ganito naman siya lagi. Kapag nasi-sense niyang galit ako, tatahimik lang siya. He would wait till i'd be the first to open my mouth again.

He's the kind of guy that wouldn't push a fight. He'd always give way for my anger. Iyon ang napapansin ko sa kaniya.

But I never felt this kind of anger before. Not this intense that I wanted so badly to lash out at someone. Because if not, I'd rattle. My chest would burst with so much frustration and hatred.

My breathing was labored, while Incus was panting underneath me.

I was holding on to his chest to stabilize myself above him.

Lewd sounds, sharp breaths, and desperate grinds. My body spasmed when I felt both of us released.

"AAhh!"

My mouth formed an 'o'. My head shot up at the ceiling when I felt him planting his seeds inside of me.

His hard rod twitched as I watched him squeezing his eyes shut.

Ang kaninang mga kamay na nakahawak sa aking beywang ay nalaglag na lamang sa magkabilang gilid niya.

Despite my shaking leg, I managed to get out of bed.

Incus called for me curious pero nagpatuloy lamang ako papasok ng banyo.

I cleaned myself up and threw on his robe. Malaki iyon sa akin kung kaya't nalalaglag ang neckline sa isang balikat ko.

I opened the door for Incus' knocks. Irritated.

"You didn't let me clean you." Aniya sa kalmadong boses. Para bang nanunuyo pa.

I gave him a cold look.

"Ako dapat ang gagawa no'n since...i'm the one made a mess in you..."

Nilagpasan ko lamang siya. Completely Aware of his still naked state. He just stood there proud of his firm build. Even his erection is still present. If it wasn't for the unforeseen sight earlier, I would've been playful.

May kinuha lamang ako sa bag ko bago ako tumungo sa balkonahe.

Sumalubong sa akin ang malamig na hangin.

Umupo ako roon bago binuksan ang isang pack ng sigarilyo. Ngayon ko lang din napansin na hindi ko pa iyon nagagamit. Usually a pack wouldn't last more than two weeks with me. Minsan ay tig-tatlong araw ko lang iyon.

It was freezing. But I was more focused on my thoughts. Ni hindi ko namalayan na bumukas yung sliding door. Incus was already dressed.

"Bakit ka nagkakaganyan? May nagawa ba akong mali?"

"Did I hurt you? Or moved in a way that made you disgusted? Was there something you didn't like?"

Why is she here? Isn't she supposed to be in fucking Australia? At sino iyong bata kanina? Bakit kamukha niya? Bakit may hawig sa akin?

Kapatid ko pa ba iyon?

Humithit ako sa sigarilyong hawak nang maramdaman ko ang pag-angat sa akin. Inupo ako ni Incus sa kandungan niya.

He pulled me closer and nuzzled on my hair. Hinalikan niya ang tenga ko. Magkasalubong ang kilay ko siyang binalingan.

"I love you—" mahina niyang saad. His tone had a hint of query and unsureness.