Michaela's journal

guess i'll have 7 years of bad luck

I relapsed again last night. It was the worst one since James. I used broken glass. I do this a lot if you couldn't tell. The first time I did it was in August. After Will got hit by that truck. It's a way to punish myself. Sometimes it's just to feel something. I know it's bad and I feel guilty every time but it feels so good. After that I called Vie and I went over to Will's. He wasn't home because Mary and Noel were in the hospital. I went back to camp the next morning.