Livi told me she's mad at me still. My existence overwhelms her. She can't get better because of me. I wish there was a way we could solve this thing between the three of us without hurting anyone. If I date Eleanor I'll hurt Livi. If I step back and let them date each other I'll hurt Eleanor and myself. And I've made it clear I'm not comfortable with a three-way relationship. I wouldn't put it past Livi to do the unthinkable: kill herself knowing what it would do to Will and to Eleanor. Knowing what it would do to me.
Gods. She's got me right where she wants me and she might not even know it.
