Michaela's journal

what if i'm not good enough

I've been so stressed ever since Eleanor and I got together. I'm afraid I'll do something wrong and at the same time I'm scared Eleanor might leave me for Livi. She's still friends with Livi and it's not like I can tell her what to do. I wish I'd never fallen for Eleanor because it's so complicated now. What if I'm not good enough for her? I want to be everything they need me to be.