Michaela's journal

why does everything have to change

why can't we just stay the same forever
change is new
and scary
I don't like it
one bit
everyone keeps saying this is normal
but if it's normal I wouldn't be acting so weird
I wouldn't be making such a big deal out of something that isn't a big deal
I wouldn't be so scared
if this was normal then I wouldn't wish
I would just disappear