I still can't find anything sharp I feel like I'm going insane it's probably a good thing cuz I know I'd go too deep and I don't have the things I need for stitches I doubt Dad would help I didn't show up for therapy they'll be wondering where I am but I
can't
stop
my heart is beating so fast any second now it'll completely stop Will says he needs me to get better and how would I feel if he was giving up he needs me but he's not the one who ruins everyone's lives Eleanor texted and I said I was fine I'm not fine she said she didn't believe me but didn't press more I can't tell them they would hate me if they knew it's my fault Livi is like that I can't—
Breathe.
