Michaela's journal

easier

I know I hurt them when I do it. Just like I'm hurt whenever she does it. I do want to get better. She hugs me so tight and gives me so many compliments I have no choice but to believe them. She really does make everything easier and I wouldn't change a single thing about them. I feel like I don't have to force things between us like I used to. I'm going to miss them a lot the next couple weeks. But I'll be okay. I promise.