Michaela's journal

just in case

Just in case she does decide to leave me I think I'll be okay
If that's what we have to do for Livi to not kill herself
I'll get ready for that
Just in case
I think I'll be okay
I mean
I won't
At all
But I won't do anything
Like kill myself
I'll force myself to be okay

But why would the universe give me something just to take it away again
It's not fair
But then again when has the universe ever been fair to us