Michaela's journal

don't tell anyone

Don't tell anyone

But right now if it weren't for Will and Eleanor who need me to be strong for them

and maybe just Eleanor because I don't know how to help Will and I might just be making it worse

I'd kill myself so fast.

I just feel a responsibility to protect her from Livi

But I can't do that when Livi is so persistent

I can't do that when

Eleanor keeps going back to her anyway.