Earlier Eleanor and I were making out and it got kind of intense, my hands were in her hair and she pulled me onto the couch and it surprised me. Then she got real serious and told me she likes kissing but she doesn't want to do anything else. By that she meant "it". I told her I didn't either so that works out I guess.
I always thought sex sounded gross. I guessed maybe when I was older I'd understand but I'm older now and I still don't. When I did "it" I didn't like it, though that could be because I didn't like him that way. But then I do like Eleanor that way I'm pretty sure but I still don't think I'd want to do "it" with them.
