Last night Eleanor and I were FaceTiming and she said she loved me. Then she looked surprised and hung up before I could respond. I think I was going to say it back.
I don't know what to do about Livi. She says if she can't date Eleanor she'll die. But Eleanor doesn't want to date her because it makes her feel bad. When I pointed that out Livi said I just don't understand.
I don't want anything to slow my recovery but if she dies it'll definitely be harder. It's like I'm trapped.
My roommate finally talked to me. Yesterday after Will left she asked if he was my dad! Well that's progress I guess. Anyway, it's time for therapy.
