Request ~ You Did Love Me?

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A/N: Hello my amazing readers. Welcome to another request! SHOUT OUT TO Butterflymed for sending in this request. 

This will be a Jason Todd x ChildhoodFriend!Reader

Y/n/n: Your Nick Name :)

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Y/N's POV:

Dream:

Flashback: (Ages: 14 & 15)

"Why can't you let me go?! I CAN SEE MY MOTHER! DO YOU REALLY WANT TO STOP ME FROM SEEING HER? YOUR MY BEST FRIEND SINCE FOREVER, WHY CAN'T YOU BE HAPPY FOR ME?" Jason exclaims, disappointment written across his face. 

I look down at my hands & exhale a breath I was holding. I was just concerned for my friend. Ever since he found out that he can go & meet his biological mother that's all he's been focusing on. It's great that he's finally going to meet her but I have a gut feeling that he shouldn't go. Hence why he's yelling at me. I get he's robin & all but I'm just concerned for his well being like any friend would be. 

"I love that your finally going to meet your mother but I have a gut feeling you shouldn't go alone. Before you interrupt me I don't think it has to do with your mother I - I just want you to be safe," I say, my voice tiny compared to his.

"Do you want to come with me? That way it can ease your mind & it will help my guilt that I'm feeling right now," Jason questions, his eyes shining brightly through his mask. 

"Sure. Let's go together,"

The room flashes a bright white blinding me. I open my eyes slowly to find me & Jason laying on the cement ground in pain. Him more than me. Hmm, weird. 

"Jay? What are we going to do?" I say as my voice cracks.

'0:09 - 0:08 - 0:07 - 0:06 - 0:05 - 0:04'  The bomb ticks down.

"I-I don't know Y/n/n. We don't have much time left but I wanted you to know that I will always be your best friend. No matter what happens," He says, as he covers me with his cape and his body as the bomb goes off.

I scream for Jason but it's no use. My ears start to ring as I try to stand up but it's no luck, I just fall back to my knees. I turn to my left as I see Jason's body. A sob racks my body as my shoulders tremble. 

I scream once again but this time with all of my emotions put into it. My best friend since forever is dead. Because I let him come. I did this. To my best friend in the whole world.

END of Dream:

I bolt up in my bed hearing a loud scream. What had caused someone to scream bloody murder is beyond me. When it ceases I come to realize that it was me who was screaming. My throat was aching & tears were constantly rolling down my face. 

It's been 7 years since that day. 2 years since I found out he was alive most of the time but that day will be in the back of my mind. I had known of the family's secret ever since I knew them. I was apart of the recon mission to get him back. No not on the field, I was the medic. 

I shake my head to get rid of those thoughts & grab my phone. Sure it's like 3 a.m. but Jason wouldn't care if I called him. I open his contact & call him as I wrap my self in my blanket more. I probably look like a cocoon but I couldn't care less.  

"You know it's 3 a.m. right Y/n/n?" Jason questions, his voice scratchy.

"Um - I know.*Sniff* Just go back to bed, sorry for bothering you," I say, wiping away the tears.

"Your not bothering me I was already up. What's wrong?" Jason asks, concern in his voice. 

"This might be too much to ask but can you come over?" I ask.

"I'm already on my way. Don't move i'll be there in 2 minutes. Do you want me to stay on?" He responds.

"No you don't have to," I whisper, sinking into the blankets more.

He hums in response as I hear his motorcycle come to life. The line soon goes dead but not without his reassurance that he will be here in a couple of minutes.

~TIME SKIP~

I hear my door unlocking & closing as footsteps near my room. I know for a fact it's Jason but for some reason my body curls farther into itself & the blanket making me looks smaller. My rooms door opens & a familiar tall figure enters in. Sweatpants, t-shirt & his brown leather jacket shine in the moonlight that seeps through my window.

He walks over to my bed & sits down right next to me. He puts an arm around me which is all I need to finally get out of my cocoon & wrap my arms around his waist tightly. Tears fall down my face as I feel his hand rubbing my back comfortingly. 

"What was it this time?" Jason asks.

I keep my hold on his waist but move my face from his shirt so he can hear my response. 

"That night. The night you died. It felt so real, like it was happening all over again. I can't lose you Jason. You mean way too much to me for you to leave. I - I -lo"  I start but am cut off by him shushing me. 

"Hey I'm here. Right in front of you, not a ghost. Not your imagination. Don't you dare say it was your fault because it wasn't," Jason responds. 

"I love you Jason. I don't want to live in a world your not in. It broke my heart so much when you 'died', I refuse to believe there's a world I live in that your not. I love you too much," I explain, not looking up at him.

His arms tighten around me as he is silent. My mind is racing the longer he's quiet. I shouldn't have said anything. 

"How long?" He asks, his voice surprisingly small.

"Since that night. It made me realize a lot of things," I reply.

I soon feel something wet land on my head. I look up to see tears falling from Jason's face. But he has a smile on his face as tears face. 

"I've loved you ever since I met you Y/n. Always have & will. I need you in my life as well. I can't imagine a world without you in it because you are my world," Jason says, looking me in the eyes with love.

I try to form words but nothing is coming out. So I opt for the other option. I bring my lips to his. He doesn't respond right away but soon kisses me back gently. Of course we could have put more emotions into the kiss but this is what it's really about. 

Showing each other that it's love instead of a lustful kiss. That's what really matters. We've loved each other forever & nothing can change that. The love we have will just continue to grow. 

Me & my child hood friend kissing after confessing.

Why?

Because that's how it's always been for us. Together forever with nothing standing in our way.

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A/N: This was interesting to write. I've never really written a one shot like this but here I am writing more of them XD. 

Anyways Butterflymed I hope this is how you wanted it, I tried to make it to the best of my abilities.

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