爱ロック ‹3 ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʟᴏᴄᴋ || blue lock x fem!reader

꒰ chap 15 ꒱

Date?

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My face heated up as i found myself lost in his teal eyes. I felt the same feeling i felt 7 years ago. The feeling when.. I first fell in love with him. Wait! No! This can't happen! I'm supposed to be mad at him and hate him for leaving me. But why..? Why can't i hate him?  

My vision started to turn blurry as i noticed i was starting to tear up. I hit Sae's hand away from my face and started to wipe my eyes. 

"Are you.. Crying?" Sae asked in a concerned tone. I could hear the worry in his voice. But it seems like he was preventing himself to touch me. 

"Shut up! I'm not crying!" I yelled still not looking up at him. "I'm not.."

I wish i took acting class. I can't keep lying to myself. I fell into Sae's arms as i sobbed against his chest, soaking his white shirt. 

"Why.. Why did you come back?!" I started to gently hit him. "I would've forgotten you if you could just have never came back!!"

I felt Sae wrap his arms around me as the atmosphere turn silent. I heard nothing but my sobs. It's almost as if my sobs were echoing across the store.

"I hate you..! I hate you Sae Itoshi!!" 
"Sorry." I heard him mutter out, "i'm so sorry y/n."

My tears started to dry up after hearing his apology. It's amost as if my body accepted his apology though my mind is agianst it. 

As stubborn as i was, i yelled again, "just a sorry? A sorry can't replace the holes you left in my heart! The pain you left me. Those nightmares i used to have every night.. Your leave haunted me Sae." 

Seeing a sad expression from Sae, i know my words aren't going in from one ear and out from the other. "But it's ok." I slowly spoked as i stepped back, out of his arms. "Rin was there for me after you left." I gave him a closed eye smile as memories roamed around in my head. Rin Itoshi.. So that familiar boy from blue lock was him. 

I reopened my eyes to meet with a angry pair. A pair filled with a feeling called 'jealousy'. It was almost as if he was glaring at me. I never knew how scary Sae could be when he's mad.. 

"I'll buy your things." Sae spoke as he walked past me. "Huh-?" Was all i said as i turned around giving a confused face expression. "I said i'll pay for your groceries." There is it, my heart was racing again. Sae took the basket out of my hand, or more like snatch it off my hands and walked towards the cashier. I was left there, speechless still learning my feelings. 

"So, you're y/n hm?" I turned to the voice seeing it was this brown haired guy Sae was with before. I slowly nodded as he smiled. "All he ever say was you. Guess everything reminds him of you." I shook the thoughts out of my head as i fully turned towards him. "You are?" I tilted my head waiting for a response. "Oh! How rude of me! I'm Itoshi's manager-" But before he could finish, Sae interrupted us. He's no one important." I turned towards the cold voice who was now glaring at his own manager. "Here's your stuff." He handed me to groceries as i let out a soft thank you. 

I opened my phone and saw the time. It's nearly 4, i'm running late. I quickly hurried out of the store not even getting time to bid my goodbyes to Sae as the only thing on my mind was blue lock. I would definitely be fired if i'm late. It was even hard just to get Ego to allow me to go out. I sprinted towards the bus stop as a pair of warm arms suddenly hugged me from behind.

"You're still fast." My free hand grabbed onto his arm. "Sae..?" He let go of me and walked in front of me as he turned to face me. "What's with the rush? Heading somewhere?" I then remembered i was in a rush to get back so i quickly nodded. He tightly grabbed my wrist as he probably knew i was about to run off again. "This blue lock thing right? Get on my car, i'll drive you there." I didn't even get to respond as he started pulling me toward his car. 

"I didn't know you got your driver's license.." I spoke as i put my seatbelt on. He hummed and started to drive as the both of us sat in silence. It was awkward indeed so i decided to start a conversation. "I actually have a driver's license too..! I just don't have the money to buy a car.." I started as we stopped at a red light. "Are you in need with money?" He asked me while keeping his eyes on the road. "Not really, i could take the bus as transport and i found a job at blue lock so i'm still earning money though it isn't much.. It's not like i need transportation anyway, i could barely go out from blue lock." The traffic light turned green as Sae started to drive again. 
He never said anything after that. I didn't say anything too. the both of us just sat in silence the whole trip. 

"Is this it?" He asked as he parked the car outside of the blue lock building. "Yes," i replied while unbuckling my seatbelt. "Thanks.. Thanks for the ride Sae." I opened the car door and stepped outside hearing a humm from Sae. "Umm, bye!" I slammed the car door shut and was about to head in the building until he stopped me. "I'll come back to visit you sometimes. We could hang out." I turned around seeing Sae speak from the car's window. "Like.. A date..?" i replied softly with a tint of blush. "Sure." He then drove off leaving me again, speechless. 

A/N ¡! 1.6k?? Literally smiling like crazy, we don't talk abt that :D 
CAT exam sucks. Funny how i love cats but not CAT. 
Might post another video on my youtube acc, forgot abt that lol.. Or maybe i'll just continue studying. My most important exams are next week afterall. Let me check.. Maths exam, HASS exam, science exam, english oral, 2 chinese tests. That's a lot in 4 days tbh. The only free day i have is monday. Then literally on Thursday my whole day is sht. I have like 3 tests + exams then. Give me the best of luck guys..