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"I need more than an I hear you." I said but it looked like he was too deep in his thoughts to listen to what i had to say.
"Raise up." He tapped my thigh and i stood up and watched him as he stood up as well going upstairs.
"Mahzi what are you doing?" I sighed.
"Stop talking to me." He said and I scrunched my face up. What the hell just happened?
"Mahzi—Ryleigh stop talking to me." He cut me off.
"What's wrong with you? This why we can't ever be on the same page you're always blowing up in my face. I thought we were coming to an understanding but now you're mad and I don't know what for." I followed him.
"As much as you hate Regina you don't do shit but act just like her." He said. "You don't want to be pregnant."
"Mahzi that's not even what we talking about and i thought we got over that the other day." I Said.
"You don't wanna be pregnant by me because of what i'm into or you don't wanna be pregnant cause this the wrong time?" He asked.
"We talked about this—answer the question." He cut me off and i didn't say anything.
"Exactly cause you lyin', all that shit you was talkin' bout it's cause of what we doing right now wit this case is a lie cause even if you wasn't on the case you still wouldn't wanna be pregnant." He said. "Tell me i'm lying." He looked at me.
"You're not, but we talked about this. I'm gonna have the baby so just leave that alone." I said.
"Nah say what was on yo' mind." He said.
"Mahzi you're getting heated for no reason it's nothing wrong about me feeling like that and it's not just about what you have going on i'm dealing with something else. We literally got shot at while I was driving your car. You have people that's out to get you so no i don't want to be cautious everywhere i go if people know i'm carrying your child." I said.
"Coming from the person that a whole other personality and got kidnapped on purpose, you legally crazy and mental as fuck but don't wanna be pregnant cause i got a target on my back?"
"You should've thought bout that before you laid down on yo' back and got fucked." He said and I slapped him and he chuckled before clenching his jaws and I slammed his door going downstairs feeling myself about to cry.
I then left out of his home and got in my car allowing my tears to fall.
I know what his dad and sister said about he acts and will try to push me away but i don't know if i can do this. He can be so mean at times and what he said hurt my feelings.
"It's not just about him, it's the fact that me having issues is mostly why i'm scared to have a child of my own and he threw that in my face.
And it's not like i wasn't be cautious i just used plan b's so much that it didn't work. It would've been more reasonable if i was on birth control, i'm not scared to admit that.
