"you saved me" Minho said looking into Han's eyes.
The introverted boy with social anxiety meets the carefree popular boy who secretly suffers from trauma they meet...
Saving each other
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TRIGGER WARNING: slight homophobia, smut, bullying, ment...
I lay in bed, head racing like a fucking amusement park but the rides are never ending and don't come to an end, Like an endless loop. I lay on my left facing my wall, thinking of dumb things like my walking pace having to match with my friends so they think nothings off, my facial expressions what facial expressions I have to display, my outfit making sure it's neat, so I get no nasty remarks. My friends constantly tell me "Don't worry your fine no one's looking."
I know they're trying to help but it makes me feel somewhat worse I feel the stares, I feel the eyes penetrating my body. I here whispering it's probably not about me, but my brain thinks it is, my brain works against me any little thing makes me overthink.
I decide to give up on going back to sleep because I know it won't happen, I get up from my warm, safeness of my bed fixing it up making it look somewhat presentable and so my mom won't lecture me about making it when she's awake. A small yawn escapes my mouth. Feeling my eyes become heavy from the sleep deprivation, goose bumps caking my arms and exposed legs from the cold. I go towards my white inbuilt carboard looking through my clothes of a potential outfit.
"This should do I guess" I say aloud.
*THE OUTFIT*
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I take a look at myself in my big 7-foot mirror connected to my sliding doors of my wardrobe.
Looks trash Change Han you look gross.
Han what the fuck are you wearing.
"Honey oh your awake couldn't sleep again son?" My mom asks holding a cup of coffee I shook my head walking over to her "aw is it your anxiety again? here made you some coffees were leaving in 35 mins we've got to stop and drop your father off a work on the way to school, Does Felix want to be picked up again" She asks handing me the cup of coffee "yeah, u-um I haven't texted him I will in a second, Can I not go in today please" I asked going over to my bed sitting down grabbing my phone off charge "honey you've missed four weeks you can't I'm sorry Squirrel I have to go wake your brother" She says apologetically than walked out shutting my door behind her.
I slide across putting in my password opening my phone I go into messages and texts Felix.
*IN CHAT WITH FELIX/ NAMES IN CHAT HAN: HANNIE/ FELIX: YONGBOKIE*
HANNIE: Hey Yongbokie want mum to drop you off at school?
YONGBOKIE: It's okay I'm going with Hyunjin, I'll see you at school right?
*SEEN BY HANNIE*
*OUT OF CHAT*
He's replacing you.
He doesn't care about you anymore.
I put my phone in my jean pocket packing up what I need for school and heading downstairs to my kitchen completely forgetting about my coffee "hi son how is you" Dad smiles adjusting his tie in the mirror, "F-fine do we have any cheesecake?" I say looking through the fridge "mom can stop by the store while's you're at school son" he says smiling. "y-yep" I stutter sitting at the breakfast bar staring at the analog clock above the fridge "okay guys ready to go?"
