nothing to be scared or worried about

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TW: PANIC ATTACK

MINHO POV

"Hannie open the bathroom door and come to me" I said, I heard the lock unlock than saw Han coming out shaking aggressively and crying.

"Come on baby we'll go home I shouldn't have taken you here I am so sorry Hannie." 

I felt so guilty I totally disregarded his anxiety he hasn't freaked out in a while, so I thought he was okay... I was so wrong. 

We quickly made it to the car where Hyunjin was at the wheel and Felix was in the passenger seat. I only think Felix Know's about Han's anxiety.

"Oh shit" Felix said coming out of the car taking Han into his arms.

"I got this Minho" Felix smiled helping Han into the back seat.

"Is he okay" Hyunjin whispered.

I shook my head giving him the "leave it" look.

"Take us to Han's please Hyunjin" I said he nodded.

"I can drop your stuff off tomorrow Minho" Felix said holding Han's hands.

Han eventually calmed down sleeping in Felix's lap we arrived at Han's home I carried Han in my arms. 

"Thank you" I said to Felix.

"Omg honey what happened to Han" Han's mom said.

"He had a panic attack we went to mac Donalds I forgot about his anxiety I am so sorry this is all my fault" I felt so fucking guilty.

"Honey it's not your fault don't blame yourself go get some rest, I'll get you guys some water" Han's mom smiled going to the kitchen.

"Min" Han said staring up at me.

"Are you okay Hannie" I said putting him down on the bed.

"Everyone knows, everyone knows about my anxiety.. My friends knew but their boyfriends."

"Hannie I'm pretty sure everyone already knew it's okay it's normal Anxiety these days everyone pretty much has it there's nothing to be scared or worried about okay" I kissed his cheek.

"No Min it's so shit I feel like a burden to everyone, like everyone treats me like I'm about to break.. I want to not have this stupid fucking issue" Han said his voice cracked a few. times.

I got onto the bed pulling him into my arms.

"I know baby it's not good to have and I wish I could take all this pain away I really wish I hate seeing you like this Maybe we can get you on some medication or get you to see someone."

"Maybe" Han responded snuggling into me. more.

"Here's your water omg you two are adorable" Han's mom smiled.
"Can I talk to you for a second" I said to his mom she smiled.

"Everything okay dear" she asked.

"Um I was just suggesting maybe getting Han on some medication or into therapy or get him to see someone for his social anxiety" I said.  

"Aw he's seen a specialist that wouldn't be a bad idea his father and I will look into it and honey it's mom you can call me mom your apart of this family okay" She smiled.
"Sorry ha-ha mom well I might get some rest goodnight."

"Goodnight darling"


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