across the spider verse - oneshots

; pavitr prabhakar ❥ ⛆ overreacting *

this is pretty similar to the chapter 'loves me not' except for y/n has trouble with her emotions 😧👎
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also you guys, I was on Wattpad today and saw a 'atsv' oneshot book, I read a pavitr chapter the author made and it was almost the exact copy of my 'loves me not' chapter but sort of different, it's really annoying how people do this, and at first I thought I was just making it about me but even the whole dialogue and plot were the same, they didn't even credit me or anything. come on now. 😐

but anyways enjoy ! 😵😚

❥ ⛆ - fluff and angst
character - pavitr prabhakar
takes place - pavitr's world
enjoy !
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[ y/n's pov ]

pavitr prabhakar, my boyfriend.
or
he suppose to be my boyfriend.
but it doesn't really feel like that.

its because of that girl.
gayatri.
gayatri is this girl that pavitr is friends with, but some days, it feels like I'm the friend, and she's the girlfriend.
some days it even makes me believe he loves her more than me.
maybe it's hateful thinking.
maybe I'm overreacting?
either way.
no matter how the situation ends.
it always has me feeling the same way.
unloved.
not important.
irrelevant.
and
mad.

I get so mad, I don't even know why.
I don't consider myself a jealous person..but..I probably actually am.
but he's my boyfriend?
and he treats her better than me??
I have the right to be upset.
I do!
I really do!...
..do I?..
. . .
what are you talking about y/n?..
of course you do.

today, I'm suppose to be going on a date with pavitr, to a bakery that just opened up a couple blocks down from pavitr's house.

I seek for impression.
I want to be recognized.
so I try my hardest to look my best.

I look through my wardrobe, looking for a nice dress that I like.
it can't be too fancy.
it can't be too 'showy'.
it can't be too casual.
it's gotta be something that's suitable for a simple date, but not too much or too little.

soon, I find a pretty dress that was shoved in the back of my closet.

hmm...this will do.

after I put on the dress, I do what I normally do to look nicer (maybe make up, or doing your hair, whatever you guys want).

I look at the clock, as it reads '1:13' pm, and I head outside.
walking down my street.
heading towards the new bakery.
for my date.

- - -

I reach the building that smells delicious, and looks very homey and comfortable, the whole place looks relaxing.
but where's pavitr?

as I look around, trying to maybe spot him as a few people are around.
my phone rings.

I reach for my pocket, picking up my phone, it's pavitr.
I answer.

"hey pav, where are you?" I asked.

"uuhh..I'm sorry y/n, I couldn't make it, ha.. I'm helping gayatri out with a project for school she has to do tomorrow," he apologizes.
his news doesn't sound real to me, I take a deep breath in, furrowing my eyebrows.
is he serious?